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n - i hate you. I mean, i HATE you. My friend once said to me how can you hate someone so much you want them dead? believe me, you CAN. I hate it when you hang off me. I've told you not to touch me, not to want to hug me all the time. You told me once "well sarah, gay people get closer" yeah its tru...

Name: Sarah, or MiStAkE Are you currently trying to stop or reduce SI: STOP If so what is your motivation: making my friends proud Favorite coping skills: writing, drawing, going for a walk Coping skills that work the least: elastic band, having company Safe places you can go: outside :star: Identi...

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Heyy :) Most of the triggering threads on BUS are marked, however some can be triggering without actually meaning to be triggering. BUS used to trigger me ALOT, and it sitll does sometimes, but not as much. On the otehr hand, it helps to beable to talk when im feeling crap or whatever, and when i am...

there are so many things inside of me t hat i need to cry out - but i cant.

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lol about your hair!
my mum thought it would be a good idea to dye my sisters hair with black food dye cos she wanted black hair, and it lasted for about a week lol

good luck in finding the bath coluring anyway x

why dont you put food colouring on your skin and see if you get a reaction from it? Or try it once in the bath, then see what happens? I've seen it before, water to make your bath water coloured, but i dont know where you can buy it, it does exist though! You should hunt around see if you can find a...

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thanks for your support last night, i didn't cut I'm ok today i suppose, just feel the usual stuff. *hug*

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thanks for your advice guys.... im gunna go to bed in a min and watch tele for a bit, get away from stuff, yah know.
plantt, thanks for talkign stuff through with me, i dont feel quite as bad now..

*hugs* (if you accept them)

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Hey, welcome!

I dont think any of us actually understands why WE self harm let alone other people... but hey, feel welcome to share your stories etc, everyones a great help

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mistake x

Okies Well you tell her alot of stories of what you've done in your week, and you've been seeing her to 4 years now so it's unlikely thats she's going to dump you! If she was i think she'd've done it by now :wink: I tell my therapist alot of stories too, but thats mainly about whats happened in my p...

Thanks guys, will try out your suggestions
MiStAkE xx

yeah i know how you feel. i can't cry. if i start to cry when i'm around someone then i jsut stop talking all together and concentrate on not crying. and now i just can't seem to cry at all, nto even when i'm by myself. :-? :( Nah i cant cry either. I dont know really, im scared if i cry i won't st...