bus

really, really tired *yawns*

- when i was walking home tonight i wished someone would have attacked me, then i'd have a reason to whinge.

pms are ok

I am so ashamed about what i did today, and i fucking HATE myself for doing it. No matter how many times i say "ill never do it again" i know i will. -- today i remembered something. i went to the hospital and i was in A & E for ages and the nurse left the computer on and went outta the room. i loo...

Was just wondering.. just randomly, do people who are members of usergroups appear to have lss posts than those who are not in the specific usergroup? for example, if person A posts alot in please be healthy, will they to person B, who is not a member of PBH appear to have less posts. so will person...

ooh i never did get round to finishing that off. thank you for your input, siyren, pixie & snow. okay, i have been thinking about this for a while now. I dont remember stuff really, its just like snapshots, i guess. soo.. oh there so much i want to write about right now. dont mind my typing, im a bi...

-i OD'd again today.

- A is ringing the center tomorrow to put me in touch with a counsellor. I've never been so scared in my life.

H was my best friend at high school. She had a lot of problems mentally. She was seriously depressed and was a self-harmer. We were outside tutor. There was a girl called C in my year who i *hated* and to be fair, she didnt like me either. Outside tutor that day, C was pulling my hair. S was there t...

hi fuyumi

thank you for posting

I'm sorry you were bullied too... tis not exactly the best thing that can happen to a kid, especially cos you were so young, too.

feel free to jump in and talk about anything at any time

hope you're alright

hmm okay this is a bit weird to be talking about this. in year 6, i knew this lad. We'll call him D. D had problems with his insides, i think it was with his spleen. I remember during class he used to have to eat his dinner earlier than everyone else, because he needed to take medication. he was gon...

i was bullied quite a lot for 4 years at high school, and i thought i was over it, but im not. In fact, im far from over it. I never dealt with it, and still havent dealt with it. I keep remembering things in bits and pieces. I remember the small things, but i know bad/big things happen, i just cant...

its hurting

But I'm scared now that he's going to say something in front of the class of about 25 about why I haven't been there when I show up tomorrow. I'm so scared that I'm almost physically ill. Any suggestions on how to make it more bareable? Kind words/encouragement/hugs/advice welcome! Thanks. -Anna Yo...

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lc2006
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Pharmaciest
jmidge

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dismantle_me

you asked why i sleep so much.....

its so i dont have to think about you.

pm's okay

When i started year 11, Musical, I was having problems with getting coursework done and stuff cos i had absolutely NO motivation what so ever. Sooo... I spoke to my tutor about it, we sorted it out, and i'd go to her room during my lunch hour if i had coursework to do, and she'd sit with me and help...

I dont want to be your girlfriend.
I'm not attracted to you.
I dont like you.
I wish you could say the same to me.
I dont want to hurt you.
But more selfishly, i dont want to be hurt by you.


PMs welcome

I dont like him
-- but i dont want to hurt him
-- he needs someone to look after him


PMs, please?

ever1derwhy

haha... i love this smiley thing.

thanks deb