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don't know exactly what to say except that it must be very hard going thru this...i've had therapists dump me for no reasons, they didn't resign or take on a new job...but regardless i think the feelings are the same...it sucks when u get to trust someone and then all of a sudden they are gone...so ...

hey i understand some of the frustration and anxiety you are going thru...i mean it sucks big time when you are going thru some rough times and then your T can't be there totally for u...i mean, it was good she called u and gave u some tips to help u cope, and i think that was great of her...but if ...

:star: nortmarrdy :star: - still have to wait to see if it is seizures....test results on APRIL 24....but have been feeling slighty better...still dizzy, uncoordinated, shaky... :star: dncn4lyfe77 :star: i was only on celexa up to 60mg...i didn't get much withdrawal symptoms except some hypermania.....

yes i have since it started happening 2-3 months ago...just got worse over time...that's why i just tried to kill myself and was locked up...3 weeks my pdoc got me off my celexa...but then he went on vac...he had mentioned that it might be my seizure meds not working for me no more (i take other med...

sp su talk can't stand life anymore...progresssing worse and worse...fucked up with all these symptoms.. Lord just kill me if before i do http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=89417 (my POETRY) http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=88288&start=420 (my PLACE) http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic....

sp SU talk i am fucked up...symptoms are making me want to die, i already tried to kill myself last week, no out...med changes...but how the hell this symptom just suddenly started all of a sudden when i have been on my meds for SO LONG...i don't know :( :( :( :( :( i just want to kill myself than l...

hey i know what u mean....been there... some suggestions i hope will work... i think part of it is just acknowledging that it is getting worse which u already have, which is good... then, find a way...which is what u are trying... for me, i use a lot of distractions...like things i like to do...(art...

thanks seeshellxz- yeah that's how it feels, just giving her much love but still knowing that she can die one day, or get worse really scares me and hurts me...makes me really sad...thanks for the prayers

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thanks black 23, 5th, licentia poetica i really appreciate your support... i think it's just the whole shock of finding out my cat had that FIV, and what the Vet had said, that she could live a short life or longer...that scared me so much and that's why i cry so much....but now it's more like being...

thanks lynds...yeah it hurts so much inside...2 nov's ago my sister's cat died from old age...then sometime last year one of my parent's cat got out accidentally and was never found....

it hurts 10x even more now...

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i just found out on MON my younger cat has FIV (like human HIV)...that was 2 weeks after i got out of the psych ward...i am devastated... :cry: :cry: :cry: ...i cry every now and then...the vet told me she could live anywhere from a short to longer life...i don't know but i hope to GOD that she woul...

nothing else to say but having an eating disorder and recognizing it is a positive...and wanting to get help is also a positive...all i guess i can say is what other ppl reccommended....don't starve yourself, eat small meals, eat slow, etc

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yeah i do have body images looks too, and think i am ugly and fat whenever i say these things friends and bf say i am thin and not...but i don't think like someone said that this has anything about narcisstic disorder....if u want to know more about narssictic disorders i can tell u....i know one pe...

depressed
sick
crappy
want to disappear

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ok these are my main symptoms that i REALLY could need advice with one ...my depression is always there...hidden...then after a few weeks things get me more down and i do have some coping skills that i use (including SI) which i haven't been SIing nearly as much as i used too...but then there gets t...

fucked up
depressed
a mess

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how i deal with anger...is pretty much same as u...bottle up everything inside til i explode and do something irrational.... other things i've tried because anger underneathe really is a lot of pain...so i'd want to SI, and have...but there were other times i just threw something (of course that mad...

fuck that stupid fucking trainer of mine!!!! she sent me an email a couple of days ago and we have been emailing back and forth...she wanted to talk about me today before training group or after...today is my SAT class...and i emailed her saying what is it about? is it negative.. i reminded her that...

F'in A!!!!!!!!!! (for TUES of last week April 11).......now this i gotta get out of my system...so F'in pissed at two Fers...my younger sister and my mom.....man what a FUCK they are..i was home for SPRING BREAK though i stayed at my older sister's condo..and my younger sister (spoiled brat, liar).....

oh just to add.... i feel like that there are two things going on...kinda in the philosophy of AA or NA... 1) there is immediacy 2) there are long term goals i think in all those threads that were mentioned sometimes we REALLY need to just get that emotion out...that's what i call IMMEDIACY...then i...