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hey NAIIA...i did tell my T that forget when, sometime after i wrote this...it just seems like so much CRAP is going on in my life that i'm not getting much therapy or help with my issues....cuz it'll be like LAST WEEK i had to tell her about Rape Emotional Flashback, ED...Moodswings, and Depression...

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right now i feel like killing myself
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ok just a question... on SAT i was feeling really FUCKING low....mood dropped in class...(yeah had a SAT class)...kinda talked about my FUCKED UP life in my group :o now scared they think i am a FREAK... went home told my bf...but still FEELING SHITTY...i drank some alcohol and took some KLONOPINS (...

ok today is the big FREAKIN DAY....hope i don't FREAK out.....

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ok it's almost SAT...3 more days....then i have class and that portion of that class where we do role plays...i REALLY want to talk about some of my issues...just to let some of my classmates know....because if something comes up, then i can talk to them privately more....and i KNOW things ALWAYS CO...

i actually didn't have class today...so it will be on the SAT class...WHAT A RELIEF!!!!!!, (except that i did go there after my PT job) but i don't know about "writing things down"...i don't know if we should can do that...

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should have posted this earlier.... ok...i have a class, well it's part of my class...where we do role plays..like therapist/client...i have talked a little of my issues...but not really anything remotely close to having a mental illness or anything like that... tonite i have the class...i've been f...

:star: good for u notevenpretty! :star: haven't been here awhile, since feeling too depressed and when i am, i am not proud of anything... anyways, i am proud of myself yesterday....i took a writing exam (part of my program)...and i think i did a good ob...had to respond to an article i read before,...

good for you Balletomane!...being awake...that's always hard to do sometimes... WED i'm proud of myself cuz i went to class, and i went to my PT job, tutoring this boy in math, and it lifted my self esteem because my self esteem has been really low lately because been feeling depressed and stressed ...

thanks mallie for listening...i just wish there was more conguency (that a word)?....just wish i could take care of myself the way i can help out special needs kids...

hi tatty thanks for replyin.. On the other hand not knowing who you should be and who you are really sucks, and is something I give you my wholehearted sympathy for. I suspect that this is something which you can only deal with long term. Slowly erroding that uncertainty. The aim is to be yourself, ...

ok i need help with this too... ok...i know i am an intellegent person and i know that i have success in life...but when depression or mood swings, or just something unexpected happens that turns out negative, i feel very horrible and worthless...i can't see the other, i guess, more real part of mys...

anyone can offer support of anykind, advice, or suggestions it would be greatly appreciated.... alright...i don't know if it's me, the depression, or borderline personality disorder causing all of this...well, something that's been bothering me lately is the way i see myself...i see myself as not ve...

i'm proud of myself today... 1) i made some phone calls to the ppl who are still processing my loans (checked back on them)...this has been a very frustrating because i REALLY need my Finanical Aid 2) i went to my old job to REMIND some teachers and give them the forms, because they either lost or m...

thanks for the support you guys.... Medication isn't going to work on its own. Medication needs help from other types of sources - such as talk-therapy, stress relieving activities, and other conscious decisions to reduce the depression. Medication has been proven to work best when combined with oth...

well...just been not feeling good these days...my SI has escalated these past few months...and feeling pretty depressed a lot...i know i am under a lot of stress and that's part of it...but i also think i'm regressing...i told my psychiatrist that maybe he should up my Celexa (that med i was taking ...

i'm proud of myself (FRIDAY) because... i did get some cleaning done (though only the kitchen mainly) i went to see psychiatrist appointment i went to my friends house and talked with her, and also had to do another test on her son for school (it's anonymous)...last test out of 4!!!!! finally, i wen...

congrats pointless for the 3 accepts and 1 recall on your mock audition! i don't know what that means, but sounds like it's positive...

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Hi, I was just reading these and felt like I wanted to say "Good job!" or "Good for you!" How bout if we alter this a little bit to say a quick word of affirmation to the person above, and then say what we are proud of ourselves for? Because these are all awesome. Good job, every- one! sounds like ...

well...i see her at my SAT class..and i'm in a GRAD PROGRAM in PSYCHOLOGY trying to become a School Counselor,and the Tues class is part of my Sat class...the Tues class we role play being therapist and client...and in my Tues class there is only 6 of us plus the Trainer....so just worried cuz if sh...