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by collide
Fri Aug 19, 2005 7:30 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Dissociation in Therapy?
Replies: 12
Views: 517

hmmm.....i do that too, but not to the extent...my dissociation happens when i can't deal with things and then i just drift away to another place in my mind...my therapist is used to me doing that...she can tell right away when i stop talking and there is this big gap...so she tries to get me back t...
by collide
Fri Aug 19, 2005 7:18 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: my therapist... starting to FREAK OUT!!!!!!!!!
Replies: 2
Views: 147

my therapist... starting to FREAK OUT!!!!!!!!!

my therapist is going on vacation again...this coming week she isn't gonna be here...i thought she only had her 2 week vacation in JULY...it's AUG...and i didn't do very well when she was gone in fact i was on a 5150 and almost sent to a PSYCH WARD...i lost my mind...and my impulsiveness got me into...
by collide
Wed Aug 10, 2005 6:13 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: help! why can't i die (sp su talk)
Replies: 6
Views: 167

what are you doing to be treatable? what are you doing to get yourself through? so you have bpd. your life is still yours. your actions are your own choice. what are you doing to take responsibility for your life? i am seeing a therapist once a week...and i have been seeing her for over 4 years now...
by collide
Wed Aug 10, 2005 6:09 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: help! why can't i die (sp su talk)
Replies: 6
Views: 167

Please try to stay safe. It is understandable that you are angry. But doctors have made wrong assertions before. Just because someone thinks you are untreatable, doesn't mean you are. I do not think that threatening suicide is going to get you the answers or the help that you want. You mentioned im...
by collide
Wed Aug 10, 2005 3:16 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Telling people you were/are depressed
Replies: 6
Views: 365

how this helps

how do you tell someone/or others that your are depressed? well, i think some ppl said already asked the question like who are u wanting to tell? family? friends? college? job? for me, unless it's a really close friend i can tell them i am depressed, because i've been diagnosed already and been in a...
by collide
Wed Aug 10, 2005 3:00 am
Forum: coping
Topic: help! why can't i die (sp su talk)
Replies: 6
Views: 167

help! why can't i die (sp su talk)

just been feeling pretty bad this week....mood swings, depression...what else...just not feeling up really...maybe it's because of that hospital that said i was "untreatable"....couple of weeks...STILL HAVEN'T found the answer...the psychiatrist that talked to me in the ER said he PROMISED me he'd t...
by collide
Wed Aug 10, 2005 2:47 am
Forum: coping
Topic: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
Replies: 419
Views: 31747

i don't know if this would help but i will try

i am...a horrible person, horrid creature, full of defilment and repulsivness i am not...worthy to live, and yet ironically i am alive though i tried to kill myself in some very dangerous ways and never really got harmed i feel...like cutting, or wish death would take my hand i want...to feel numb, ...