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Sweet, thank you so much Deb!!

OK, good to know. It really would be good to have the search back if possible -- ex., right now I'm wanting to see if anybody's posted their experiences with DBT, and rather than make another post on it, it would be better just to search and see what people have said in the past.

Thank you!!

Is the search function down? I've been trying different search terms with no luck. When I can't even find my own username you know there's a problem.

Thanks for letting us know. I've been in withdrawal! I rely on bus so much.

I definitely don't like my scars, but usually I'm ambivalent ... I wouldn't mind having them, except I don't want people I work with to see them and ask weird questions.

I'm proud of myself today b/c last night I went to a party and went out of my way to be social and make friends -- instead of staying home alone and surfing the internet all night.

I don't want to cry in front of others b/c I'm either not crying at all or sobbing. I can't just cry a little bit, if that makes sense. It's very annoying.

like giving up.

hopeless.

pain.

incredible self-hate.

swearing and screaming, then overdosing on temazepam.