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i told my son she conned me out of £100 now she crying like she did when she wanted it.

i sorry i told my son its my fault all the termoil happening now!!

i drinking i holding my tears now my babe has just come round, he will look after me.

but i dont want to put him though this he had enough of me the last 2 years,

it scares him.........i just want to curl up in a ball and..............

i dont want to cut tonight i already look a mess..... i thumping the air at mo...............

how can i pick my self up when i keep getting knocked down again?

still feeling a little low, annoyed with myself & guilty. went to the doctors yesterday, my usual doctor is away so had to see one that doesnt know my history. he was caring telling me than until the quilty goes away, i can not begin to stop feeling like i do. telling him i am annoyed at what i did,...

thankyou. i still feeling a bit in shock today, by partner looked after me good last night, i felt so embarrased as he insisted in rubbing each wound with savlon. He sobbed as he did so i felt so sorry for him, he blamed himself for my downfall. i stayed in bed all day yesterday, i eventually took o...

started cutting, about 6 years ago, i think in the beginning it was more for attention from my husband, needing some love and care from him, i have OD'ed numerous times too for the same reason. But also to escape. After my husband died, 1 night cut my self excessive, i know i mostly do it when i hav...