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Because of peoples help on here i've just finished my personal statement for my university application

lonely and unloved.

Simon: I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!!

erm yeah, i regret telling my friend that i'd thought about us having a relationship...didn't quite work out the way i'd hoped.

applying to uni (the next couple of weeks, until about december)
seeing harry potter and the goblet of fire (november 18th)
going out to a resturant with my friends for halloween (29th october)
watching fireworks with my friends (sometime near fireworks night)

**pm's are fine** it still hurts that she chose to be with him over being with me. the thought of them together makes me sick and makes me wanna cut. i hate that things aren't like they used to be and that i'm not apart of her life like i used to be...she's not apart of my life like she is used to b...

ben wrote: Outlook is crap, and is not something i'd recommend to anyone unless i really couldn't stand them.

lol sorry that just really made me laugh for some reason, ok i'll shut up.

last year i decided to get rid of my tools, so i put them in a jar of water and then put them in the freezer. i thought this would be more helpful to me cause i could have gotten my tool back from someone, but it would take ages for the jar to defrost enough for me to get the tools out (infact they'...

it wont' let me post it says something about cannot insert words.

i lied to my boyfriend last week so i could end it with him. i told him i was in love with someone else. now i wish i hadn't, cause i'm lonely. i'm a horrible person.

i wanna cut again so i'll know i still need it and it's still a part of who i am.

-- i'm scared i'll never be in love again. -- i wish i could do something to make myself depressed again, even though i'm recovering and i haven't si'd for a while now i don't wanna get better. i'm terrified that i'll never be depressed again and i'll never si again. -- i'm 22 and i have no idea wha...

yeah it is possible. just pm one of the admins asking them to change your user name and they'll do it for you.

Yeah I think about my future family. I want two or four children

Chester
Kharis
Millie
Joshua

They will be rockers, and my daughters will be little fairy ballerinas. My sons will have shoulder lenght air. And I wanna live in a nice house in the country.