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I was just about to post about how negative all this was....and then saw that plantt had beaten me to it :wink: i think the way that unleash expressed it was good: on a good day I feel this. On a bad day, I feel something else. But if I know the reality of a good day, I can challenge those beliefs....

I was just about to post about how negative all this was....and then saw that plantt had beaten me to it :wink: i think the way that unleash expressed it was good: on a good day I feel this. On a bad day, I feel something else. But if I know the reality of a good day, I can challenge those beliefs....

someone already posted 3 days grace i hate everything about you (thats sums up me and my mums reletionship) but as this is the song that saved me i dedicate this post to my chemical romance- early sunsets over monroeville (for anyone who hasnt heard it, its a beautiful song as well as havinng amazin...

^^^completely agree i want to stop because i dont want to run the risk of my little brother or sister noticing i want to stop because i want to go to uni as a stronger person i want to stop because im sick of being stuck in the emo-self harmer stereotype, even though i never si-ed to be "scene" i wa...

i have very mixed feelings toawrds them. i find my self storking them sometimes, like a sort of comfort mechanism or something. i dont rele notice im doing it either. i also hate them. i hate the fact they are there, continuously reminding me of everything. they make me feel down, but then again, i ...

im in that exact place...
my reward for doing 2,000 words of history coursework is an hour online.
and maybe a bar of chocolate on the way home

i dont no, i tend to find that it isnt so much lack of orgaisation as it is a lack of motivation.

thank u

theres a boy, N, hu i was friends with from the time we were 12. theres always been an attraction between us, and wen we were 15 we started going out. slept together just after id turned 16. 2 weeks later, he goes on holiday and sleeps with someone else. my heart was broken, and i reverted back to t...

i see myself as caring, intelligent, funny and ok looking - on a good day

i see myself as a selfish failure with no hopes and prospects on a bad day,

im tired of bad days tho

hope this works, im useless at this sort of thing!

i dont really honor my body as such, but i like my legs. and i also love it wen a guy places there hand on my back, i love the small of my back... ooo this post has made me really have an itch in the small of my back now!

glorified toybox!!!!!! legend
mines basically a memory box, filled with little notes my mates have writeen to me, stupid little notes during lessons or whatever... movie stubs and the like... they just make me smile!

i no what u mean, plus xmas is the crappest time of year for me religiously...
lets just hope we can work it out. hugs

where is the healthy thingy board??? i tend to binge eat. i'll creep downstairs in th middle of night and eat everything. im not starving myself. i know its not sensible. so i have cereal for breakfast, i dont tend to eat luch because i cant be arsed, then i eat dinner evey night at 5:30. i started ...

i dont have an eating disorder. i love food. thats my problem. i always used to be quite slim, but recently ive started putting on weight and i hate it. my stepmum the other day said "when's ur baby due?" and only yesterday on the tube a girl i know's sister said "look at your beer belly" im feeling...

with hobbits....


mwahaha im so glad we started that!

some times i wont sleep til my room is clean- i dont have an ocd about it but i like evything tidied away

love the plan!

theres some lady around my way hu's about 70 ish with birght bubblegum pink hair- everyone knows her as pink hair lady

my mum tried to raise me as a chav- wen i left her's for my dads i actually got some individuality. i would force any identity upon my children, but they will not be cavs- i point blank refuse it!