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im sorry i dont no how to help u, but i just want u to know that i think telling ur parents was an incredibly strong move.
well done x

does anyone else plot and plan thier future family as a way of coping? i always think to the future when im feelin down, and for the past year ive been thinking of my future family. i want 4 kids- harrison dakin rosie roxy and i want a house in the suburbs. and all my children will be rockers. no ch...

im too scared to go... wen i started fainting alot my dad tried to take me to the doctors but he wanted to sit in with me so i cried and cried and cried and refused to go- theres no way im letting my dad no about my si since ive gone so long without him noing.

:star: What motivates you to try a coping thing instead of si'ing? -when im planning my tattooos and think- i want one there- bugger thats scarred :star: If you had to move twice to cope i.e. move your body, what would you do? -lay down in bed and stretch-feels sooooooooo good! :star: It's three o'c...

i dont bake much (mostly because i cant cook lmao) but i do clean :o i keep cleaning and cleaning the whole house all day. my mum doesn't mind lol my room is freakishly tidy coz wen i need to take me of stuff i clean... 3 nights ago i was feeling quite down and started dusted my room at 12 at night...

leaving the office in 15 minutes
going home to re read harry potter book 5
having a cool shower
going to sleep

yes, that would be interesting lol...

im supposed to be reasseraching clariol hair products atm, does anyone have any idea wot i could look up after how many ppl they employ and thier gross income last year??? god this is dull work lol

awww honey, its ok ((((HUGS)))) i no slipping is a bitch, i slip all the ime, but u just have to remeber that u were free of it for over a month and that is an achievement and a half! as for the weather- i no!!!!!! its rele warm today- ugh- i hate summer- another reason ppl call me a miserable goth....

i feel... worthless
and also hungry- i want some crisps!

i have a tent at home, its from early learning centre i believe... im loving the idea tho... ooo forts! they were fun... i had a den. u had to go under the coffee table and my nan used to pull the settee out and id hide in there with books and wot not.... awww its sounds so good, do u reckon the ppl...

i have a box now, all i need to do is put things in it...

^^^hehe- i read that email somewhere!!!

i said i got them surfing when they noticed two on my arm, not sure they fell for it but they didnt ask anymore

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do u think i should go to the doctor? i mean, im 17, would they tell my parents. i need help but i cant do it, i think i need some meds or wotever because im having trouble sleeping and have done for months, plus i keep having rele bad moodswings, and my si-ing hasnt stopped... any thoughts?

i hide mine, but when its hot i have no choice. the scars dont bother me so much, but healing or freash cuts, ive always hidden and would never dream of showing to the world.

BAKE! i know this is mad, but ive only just reliezed that wen im down or something, i bake obsene amounts of cookies/browines etc etc. i dont no why, but i think it just completely take sur mind off stuff, and then u have the comfort food for after! anyone else do this? and ive realised that all my ...