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You said you will be there for me, I kinda went into this last week, but you never really said anything about it. You did say you will be there for me (in fact if i remember rightly, you actually promised). Yes, i understand that it will be on your terms and stuff, but can you tell me if you can tr...

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SU trigs.

Im sitting here with a box of sleeping pills and im wondering if it will be enough

I dont want to be me any more

Email from google. Its kinda weird tho

I have 18, and noone to give them to too!!

Ok cool, thanks!!

How do I know if the email I sent has been received and my pic has been added?

Its all just so confusing...

*cries*

Hi could someone change my name from bee to fuzzy ducky please!!

Thankies

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I want to die

I get these sort of dreams too, about when I was SA'd and they do really shake you up, it is awul, and it only ever hits you when you think you are ok again. But I do agree totally with Holli, the only way you can get past it is to face it, and not hide away from it. I had someone I could go to when...

I really like Enya

Totally dejected.
Deserted.

I dont really know. I cant really let anyone know about it, I have to keep it all to myself because my friends are just getting tired of it all now. Whenever I try and talk now, I sort of see their eyes glaze over as if to say, hmm here we go again. Ive been depressed and have been having these same...

I have tried and tried and tried. If you dont want to be friends, tell me. Whether it hurts me or not. Just tell me. I can only take so much rejection and I am starting to feel like I am just totally making a fool of myself. I dont want to think that you are laughing at me behind my back after I hav...

Sick
Tired
Wound up
Triggered
So so alone.
Worthless
Abandoned
Ignored
Unimportant
Nearly suicidal, but not quite. Not going there again.
Sick of my own complaints.
Not as good as someone else obviously is

Please please please just help me. Ring me. Talk to me. Sit with me. I'm not going to sit there bitching and complaining about how bad I feel. Maybe I just want to be close to you like it used to be. Maybe I would love it if we could both just sit/lie in bed and you put your big safe arms round me a...

*ED* Mum - Please, just please stop trying to force me to eat!! If I dont feel hungry then I cant force it down ok? It just makes me feel sick. And also stop ringing dad and asking if I have had enough to eat every day. It makes me mad that it was you who went on at me for the last year and a half t...

deleted this post. i guess that is a secret

A - Dont ever tell me to shut up again and No I wont go and find someone else.

C - Sorry I havent been round much since you had Baby, but just been feeling really shitty and low. Still luv ya muchly tho!! Hope Baby I is ok

Comments fine if you want to PM -- I have been reading bus for months but have only just registered because I feel like I'm not going to be welcomed and that people will think my posts are worthless bollocks. And if no-one replies I will be more upset than I probably should -- I am terrified of goin...