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Dirty, Violated, Used, and ashamed.

MOM- If you ever want me to feel for you again you better stop treating me the way you do. I want you to leave me alone.... I don't want to feel like I have to call you or talk to you. I want to get as far away from you as I can. And 700 miles isn't far enough sometimes. You make me want to scream. ...

Anxious and scared

Mike- Think even one wrong thought about me and belive me I will hunt you when I die... I will make you crazy!

Glen - back off bud or your gonna lose me.

Billie- don't amke me leave.

What motivates you to try a coping thing instead of si'ing? * God If you had to move twice to cope i.e. move your body, what would you do? * Get blankets, put a movie in, go to the couch It's three o'clock in the afternoon and you want to si, what can you do instead? * smoke a cigerret, and put a mo...

I put orders in at work with out anyone's help!!! GO ME

acky, and tired, exausted ( physicaly, and emotionaly, as well as mentaly) But yet content.

Try taking leaving the area when you reel that way.. Get alone and take a couple deap breaths. get quiet and kinda come back to trems with yourself. ------------------- I wish I could sleep well tonight, and feel refreshed tomorrow.. relaxed at my job and have a good time and happy day. all a produc...

I feel safe with my blankets , my dog and my safe person.

I like them for me. It reminds me of who I am . sometimes they trigger me and sometimes they sadden me. but I don't like others to notice them it makes me feel ashamed. I always turn my arms if I notice that someone is looking and usualy nobody says anything mainly b/c of the my actions.

I whent online and did my unemployment stuff... I've been kinda depressed and i put of important stuff witch is really unlike me.

Go with your gut feeling. Thats lways helped me out. I can feel that somthing s wrong but when I still g an do it b/c it seems lik the best thing to doI regret it in te end and wish I would ahve tuck with m gutt feeling. also try reading some self help books lol weird i know but Its always help me c...

Beauty for Pain by superchick

FAT
anxious

Billie Jo and Rick.... Thanks for comming home I missed you company. being alone sucks. Carol.. thanks for keeping me comany, I know you love me but I'm not your daughter so please treat me like I'm 21 not 5. MOM... DON'T MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I'M DOING ANYTING WRONG B/C IM NOT! ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I A...

thats a good idea but doesn't the tape fall off or get loose?

I'm not trying my hardest at my new job b/c I don't want it. And not doing my best makes me feel like crap....

have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. They are fine . I don't really care if they are taken care of what had happened just before? I was talking to a friend from a job I was just fired from. Then at tv show about SA. what were you thinking and feeling? How ...

Gena- !st off you perganet Hore... I really Hope you enjoyed you night off the other night an dsince you think its oh so funny to leave me with a double working 60 hours this week. I am now after you job. You messed with the boss you stupide bitch how fucking dumb are you. One way or another you get...

have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. Its fine what had happened just before? I was feeling so much pain inside and could express myslef in words, I also had to act liek everythingw as ok b/c my parents were comming home. after step 4 in cr what were you th...