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Father - I. Fucking. Hate. You. What part of that are you having problems comprehending? I don't want to see you...ever. Stop ruining my life. I mean, seriously, what the fuck? you make me crazy.... and you scare the shit out of me. and I would never say any of this to your face....I don't particula...

dad: i'm a complete asshole...it was all my fault...i need help...i'm sorry. mum: i'm sorry im in denial, he was hurting you, im sorry i called you melodramatic, im sorry i didnt pay attention, im sorry i walked away from you, im sorry i let him hurt you, im sorry im selfish,.......im sorry! ill act...

c: i really care about you

m: its okay...i promise

d: i hate you with everything i have to hate with.

mum- look, i know you think everything's fine...but guess what...it bloody well isn't. i dont want a roomate or a friend...i want a mother! you disgust me, dont you have any morals??? you pretend you did this for us, you stupid bitch, but everyone knows you should have left the drunk bastard years a...

comments on pm, if you like. -i staunchly defend my atheist postion, but im always trying to find more information on religions and going to church-type meetings and reading religious works... -i could leave tommorow, and never look back... -i want desperately to be held... -i tell lies all the time...

i am... lonely wordfull i am not... together without worth i feel... a bit betrayed a bit dramatic i want... to be held, terribly to write i need... someone to need me a blade i have... hope strength i love... words this song..."Let Go", by Frou Frou i hate... father misunderstandings