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I wish I didn't wake up every morning and want to go back to sleep

I wish I was different...

~Diamond~

B: You had no idea what you go into. No. I.Dea. You don't know what it meant, To tell an anorexic she was pretty. What it was for a borderline to hear, That someone would forever be there. What would happen, If you kissed a cutter's scars. Know what I think? I think you freaked out when we had sex b...

B- You wouldn't be so annoying if I didn't care so much about you BEING so annoying. Stop either running away or hiding. Stop chalking up everything I say to my mental disorders of various and sundry kinds. I overreacted. I was pissed off, hurt, angry, and scared. I didn't smear your name through th...

J: I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry for lying to you, for making everything up, for making you love someone like me I'm sorry you had to go through any pain at all for me, I'm so sorry if I ever hurt you, I hope you didn't care enough about me to let me.... Look, I'm out of your fucking life, you don'...

J: You fucking BITCH! I never would have fucking DREAMED of hurting you like you've hurt me! I would do ANYTHING for you! I still WOULD! Jesus Christ, it's not like I didn't offer you a second chance!!! You just LEFT! You just fucking LEFT! What the hell was I supposed to DO?! You barely talked to m...

DiamondHeart's reasons not to SI: 1. It hurts my boyfriend when I go to a blade instead of him. 2. YES, THE ITCHING DOES SUCK! 3. Really deep scars ache when it's humid. And it's humid alot in South Texas. 4. I look too good in a bikini to never wear one again. 5. SIing means meds. Meds mean bitch-s...

J- Are we gone? Is this it? Is this just IT? Two years, just over with? My amora...I don't want to lose you...I never wanted to hurt you....it hurts so bad knowing I did and I'm so sorry.... Why do I keep comparing them? It's so completely different. EVERYTHING is different. I can't have with him wh...

K: Back the hell away from B. I see you hit on him one more time, and I swear to God, I will bitchslap you into the middle of next week and then kick your sorry ass on Thursday. And leave us the hell alone. My fucking God. I'm sorry you feel like a third wheel, but if you'd leave us alone for five f...

M: If you want to know something about me, consider ASKING me first before you start reading my things. If you are that fucking concerned, it should be easy to muster up the nerve to ask me about whatever's on your mind. Do not read my journals, my websites, or my IMs with my friends! Snooping aroun...

B- First off, the next time you snoop around and read my IMs, be a *touch* less obvious about it. Would really help your career in espionage if you didn't label them things like, "3-30 - 4-9". When you want to know something, consider ASKING me first. If I don't tell you everything you wanna know, a...

Got something you want to say to someone, but are too scared to? This is the place for you. M- Thank you SO much for waking me up after a night of intense worry and stress to yell at me on my school holiday. Really appreciate that. B- GET YOUR FUCKING KNEE FIXED ALREADY. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW ANNOYIN...