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i am... Lonely Afraid Anxious Hurt. i am not... mean happy tired i feel... angry alone sad somewhat SU i want... to SI, but I wont.... Nick back To move Life to start again i need... a hug nick... a soda i love... nick, and I know he loves me. I just yelled at him, and I feel bad. Nights i hate... D...

Do you have a heating pad?

I wrap a favorite blanket of mine around one, and it make it all warm, then I hug it.... Or put it between the pillow case and the pillow and hug that. It works well.

I used a distraction and called my friend. Although she didnt know she saved me from cutting a lot that day. Then afterwards I went for a walk and had a cig, then went to sleep. When I woke up, I didnt feel like SIing

Them joking might be there way of making it seem like less of a big deal, to make you feel ok about it, maybe to show that they're not comfortable with it. There are many reasons why they might do that, I think that by joking about it though it's sort of making it so it seems like it's less of a pro...

just had a cig and went for a walk, see If I could distract myself first.

Another question...this may be a bit strange...does your insurance have a limit on the number of mental health sessions provided per family per year?. No. Each person can have as many as they need, as long as they have autherization (kinda like a referral, or a percription. Something that gives the...

Dissasociated
confused
tired
yet awake
Anxious
scared
lonely

awww, *hug* some guys are like that, and go just for, well, sex. There are a million guys in the world, and one that makes you so upset, isn't worth your time. I know you're hurting, and it sucks. But it'll get better! As far as you and him being mates and all, if you dont feel like it would be poss...

enuomia said, you could keep the tools on the bottom of the box. Or you can wrote yourself a sticky note, and put it near your tools, or on a mirror, or a wall in your room. Just something random and you'll know what It means. It's a way to remind you without having anyone else need to know what you...

Thanks for all the comments and advice, it means a lot. To answer some questions: Yes my sister still does go to her psychologist. Which confuses me as to why she can go and I cannot. I feel as though my mother thinks since I am not schizo I do not need to go. My pschologist has mentioned to her tha...

As for 'coming out' to the guy that I'm with, how you do that depends on how close you are. I was on the phone talking to the guy I'm with (and have been for almost a yer) 6 months ago about this very thing. Him and I were on the phone, and I asked if I could tell him something without him judging m...

I used to recieve counceling for my SI, then I saw a psychologist, then my mom pulled me out. I have si'd for about 2 years or so. My mother figured nothing was helping, why go. My sister (who has schitophrania (sp)) saw the same psychologist. It's about 25 miles to go there one way, 50 round trip. ...