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know the feeling.
Welcome to BUS

i dont

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i wish someone was here right now.

yeah i know how you feel. i can't cry. if i start to cry when i'm around someone then i jsut stop talking all together and concentrate on not crying. and now i just can't seem to cry at all, nto even when i'm by myself.

scared
abandoned
lonely
lost
helpless
sad
annoying

i wanted to cut so bad earlier i scratched a little but theni went downstairs to my notebook that i write all my poems in and i scribbled a ton all over the pages. and i scribbled out all of my old english stuff and ripped peiced of the pages while i was scribbling on them and it made me feel better...

absolutly nothing.

me either. i want to cry so badly but it just wont come out.
my souls crying.

all i wanna do is cry irl but i can't!!!!!!!

nothing.

i put no. i hide them all winter, but summer its just too hot. personally i hide new ones because theyre waaayy to obvious and i don't want anyone seeing them, but i don't think you should have to cover up new cuts. if people don't wanna see them, they don't have to look.

knowing that i'll have to come online once again and tell jhn that i did it once again.

kinda sick
hurt
lost
looked down on
unwanted

oh heh. thats cool, i prolly coulda figured that out

hey josh, welcome to bus. i hope you like it here, and i hope we can help you. if you wanna talk/vent/whatever i'm here.
take care.

hey, heh i have a stupid question. but i didn't really know where else to ask it. anyways, just wondering, what does bus stand for? or why is it called bus?

yay! thats pretty awesome. lol

hey, i just wanna let you know i read it and i'm here if you wanna talk. thats really jerky of them to make jokes about you cutting. its not something to joke about. once two of my friends were joking about cutters and i just stopped them and i was like "guys, thats really not funny" (one of them di...

thanks Livy