bus

sad
frustrated
lonely
not in control

my mother-in-law is moving 1,000 miles away on Friday and I'm very close to her

happiness is

my neices
cuddling
starbucks!!!!!!!
the feeling after a productive day
when the "lightbulb" turns on over my students' heads
someone believing and accpecting the abuse happened

MiStAkE wrote:ghost girl - torey hayden
twilight children - torey hayden
one child - torey hayden
tigers child - torey hayden

Torey Hayden is AMAZING!

The romantic in me likes Nicholas Sparks
Another easy read is theConfessions of a Shopoholic Series

i've always had an obession with butterflies

disappointed.... my T called and had to reschedule my appt for tomorrow

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.......................

comments are fine


* I feel gross, disgusting, worthless after sex, but I'm afraid to tell my husband
* sometimes I think I cut just so someone will ask me about it and I can tell them I was abused. I need attention like that.
* I want someone to be a mother to me, even though I'm 23 years old

I love my husband more and more each day

Here is my story (SA trigs)... replies or PM welcome Sorry if its long... I like to talk and telling my story helps me :) My name is Stephanie and I am 22 years old. I am the oldest of 3 children. When I was born my mom and dad were both 18. They were married 5 months before I was born while they we...

Comments ok.. PM me (SA trig....) Sometimes I don't know if I want to stop SIing or not When I was 10, I wanted to be an American Gladiator when I grew up. My brother SAed me when I was 9-11 years old..... (wow it feels good to get that out ) I think I am a horribel teacher and my 2nd graders deserv...

I wish I lived closer to my family
I wish I had a different job
I wish I could stop having flashbacks
I wish I didn't feel like a freak
I wish everything wasn't so complicated

i've told 3 people about it. A good friend of mine thats a bit older than me and I consider her more of a mentor. she's always really supportive and has tried to get me to see a therapist. Another friend knows about it but we don't talk about it. My mother-in-law knows about it and asks me how i'm d...

Welcome to Bus! I haven't been here long nd I don't have too many friends yet, but I just from reading I know that you will get the support you need. It's great that you have come to terms withe the fact that you should stop and you actually WANT to. Many of us here, me included, know that what we d...

I wanna fix everything

I wish my first year of teaching was over
I wish Annie Camdem was real (anyone watch 7th Heaven?)
I wish I could stop this
I wish I had a Therapist

thanks for the suggestions strmdncr. I appreciate them:)

thanks for the threads mallie... they were really helpful. After reading that, I know for a fact I have a problem with trich. I'm going to try some of the coping things suggested.

rosie

so here's the deal.... I am a first year teacher. I had a student who is physically abused by his alcoholic mother and her boyfriend(s). He has major anger issues and lots of emotional issues. I find it hard to separate myself from his issues. Anytime we have to have a meeting about him, or I have t...

stressed
anxious
tired
wanting to talk

I think that it is linked to all abuse not just sa. It's just that usually those of us who were sa had a lot of other stuff going on also (physical and emotional abuse) as well. Hope that made sense