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thanks. It went well last night. But I still feel really strongly about wanting to do it. I'm just tired of this feeling! I wish it would go away. Oh well. I just need to keep up my resolve. I'm sure that this will pass with time.

1. I already screwed up after almost 6 months 2 days isn't going to make a difference especially if I feel better. 2. There's no immediate situation I guess, it just feels like I always have this urge to hurt mysel and if I give in now it will stop for a little bit. 3. I know that this won't help an...

wow...obvioulsy other people have felt this way. so it may be unessecary for me to add in my vote, but you're definately not alone in that.

Do you find yourself going through any sort of self-chastisement about your indecisiveness prior to SI-ing? Or do you just suddenly find yourself wanting to SI for no particular reason?[/quote] I think i do sometimes get stuck in thinking that I'm to weak, or stupid to figure out what i really want....

thanks for answering. as far as what i think, i'm really very confused with this whole thing. i've been si-ing for almost a year and already its gotten to be a big part of my life. i've tried to stop, but am indecisive about whether or not i actually will. part of me really wants to stop, but i thin...

ok, so here i am. urgy, again. and feeling very frusrated. but i can't think of any particular thing that set me off. i had just recently made it a long time (for me) without si. but then i messed up and have done it twice since. (thus my frustration) my question is; is it possible just to be urgy d...