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Well when I was really young, before I could remember, my dad beat me. When I got a little older I was always afraid of my dad, I didn't know why. And my siblings were no help, they tramutized me as a child. They locked me in dark closets and forgot about me and left me in there for hours. They woul...

i am... loyal trustworthy there for my friends imaginative in my own world i am not... a bad friend whore/slut/those kind of things a loser a confident person i feel... neglected alone not wanted insane i want... a hug to know some one loves me a comfortable bed i need... love friends ideas i have....

have to get rid of it.

I wish he wouldn't cheat on me I wish I gave better advise I wish I wasn't so depressed all the time I wish I could get away I wish I wasn't so hated I wish my family understood me I wish people saw the real me before they judged I wish no one put me down I wish my boyfriend still loves me I wish I ...

I am so sorry.

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to be held in someone's arms
to laugh it up with friends
to see an amazing sunset
to gaze at natures natural beauty

hey im 13...and ive been cutting for awhile now...cant think of how long lol ive always used wrist bands to cover them up..or wear a long sleeve shirt on ALWAYS! but i dont know if the long sleeve thing might work..but i always use wrist bands...but i like the things the other girls said. hope ever...

:star: A, T, & B - Sorry for all the times I whined to you about all the stupid shit in my life. I never meant to get you guys envolved. You just need to forget everything I told you. I just wish you didn't have to know all the horrors I told you about my life. K - GET OVER YOURSELF! Yeah, you cut y...

I am crying now, and I cried for 2 hours already today...