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- Mon Oct 24, 2005 1:57 pm
- Forum: before and after
- Topic: Before
- Replies: 1
- Views: 83
Re: Before
* what is something i could do now instead of hurting myself? how will it change the situation i'm in? how long will that change last, and what will i do then? I know plenty of other coping mechanisms, but I know they are no healthier than SI. I could go into "energy-based repression" and become ve...
- Mon Oct 24, 2005 1:47 pm
- Forum: before and after
- Topic: before - not coping well
- Replies: 8
- Views: 275
What is making you feel the urge? Is there any external circumstance frustrating you? Are you feeling things that you tell yourself you have no right to feel? I think the urge has to do with the fact that I might have to give up my studies for daytime treatment. I can't carry on like this - hopeles...
- Sun Oct 23, 2005 7:38 pm
- Forum: coping
- Topic: Kaelyns+Log
- Replies: 59
- Views: 2306
- Sun Oct 23, 2005 7:24 pm
- Forum: coping
- Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
- Replies: 1872
- Views: 82970
- Sun Oct 23, 2005 7:22 pm
- Forum: coping
- Topic: Right now I feel...
- Replies: 2081
- Views: 78566
- Sun Oct 23, 2005 6:07 pm
- Forum: before and after
- Topic: before - not coping well
- Replies: 8
- Views: 275
- Sat Oct 22, 2005 10:01 pm
- Forum: before and after
- Topic: before - not coping well
- Replies: 8
- Views: 275
before - not coping well
how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? It will get worse... now I'm in for daytime treatment but I'm so afraid of giving up my studies... if I hurt myself right now, I will probably go IP. Then I can't take part in the daytime treatment group anymore. what will hurting myself b...
- Tue Oct 18, 2005 1:07 pm
- Forum: coping
- Topic: Bitch Fest / Things Left Unsaid II *LA*
- Replies: 421
- Views: 20708
- Mon Oct 17, 2005 2:30 pm
- Forum: coping
- Topic: Kaelyns+Log
- Replies: 59
- Views: 2306
:blkstar: I opened up to a friend about recent thoughts (and planning) of SU. I was kinda scared about it, but she took it ok I guess. So I'm glad that I found the courage to do that. :grystar: Had a great weekend, went clubbing with some good friends. Oh and we watched "mr and mrs Smith"... really ...
- Fri Oct 14, 2005 4:14 pm
- Forum: coping
- Topic: Kaelyns+Log
- Replies: 59
- Views: 2306
- Fri Oct 14, 2005 4:10 pm
- Forum: coping
- Topic: Visual thoughts? **SI, SU, violence**
- Replies: 67
- Views: 3287
Re: Visual thoughts? **SI, SU, violence**
I get that too... those are the hardest to fight off.Stellaria wrote: Sometimes I clearly envision a new SI wound, and then it becomes very hard for me to not go ahead and make it real.
- Fri Oct 14, 2005 4:05 pm
- Forum: coping
- Topic: Bitch Fest / Things Left Unsaid II *LA*
- Replies: 421
- Views: 20708
M - I am so sorry that I keep coming back for attention. I'm just really hurt and lonely and I need someone to hold me. You said you cared so I came to you. I'm very sorry if I hurt you in any way. I was just being honest for once. I didn't mean to make you worried or hurt you. But I could tell I di...
- Thu Oct 13, 2005 12:25 pm
- Forum: coping
- Topic: Lina's Log
- Replies: 20
- Views: 879
- Thu Oct 13, 2005 12:22 pm
- Forum: coping
- Topic: Kaelyns+Log
- Replies: 59
- Views: 2306
:redstar: I felt really bad last night when talking to a friend, and then I fell silent... suddenly she came over and held me (like a hug, but different). It was really reassuring. (and again I didn't have to ask). It was a really good thing though I was having a sad moment. :blkstar: Went to the mo...
- Wed Oct 12, 2005 8:47 am
- Forum: coping
- Topic: Kaelyns+Log
- Replies: 59
- Views: 2306
- Mon Oct 10, 2005 5:33 pm
- Forum: coping
- Topic: Place to cry
- Replies: 2185
- Views: 112941
- Mon Oct 10, 2005 4:36 pm
- Forum: coping
- Topic: Kaelyns+Log
- Replies: 59
- Views: 2306
:star: I talked to myself yesterday (by replying to my own posts) and it was actually quite a relief... I mean, I told someone what was bothering me - but without having to worry about the response because that someone I told, was me. (does that make sense? probably not :tongue: ) :star: Today I sat...
- Sun Oct 09, 2005 4:37 pm
- Forum: before and after
- Topic: Before
- Replies: 2
- Views: 57
I'm going to try skulling with someone else, but so far we can't get a coach... and we need one because we dont have the skull (for a 2x-) licence yet.. ..we need one to get that license, or we are not allowed to take out boats on our own. don't feel up to talking too much about it right now so I pr...
- Sun Oct 09, 2005 3:44 pm
- Forum: before and after
- Topic: Before
- Replies: 2
- Views: 57
Before
Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? People give me the feeling that they are "betraying" me. My mom blames me for everything bad that is going on in the family right now. My rowing team decided I didn't fit in and they said I couldn't join them for the second yea...