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Okay, not sure if I answered it clear enough (my first post here), if not feel free to ask questions. :grnstar: have you taken care of your physical wounds? Yes :grnstar: what had happened just before? I had an evaluation-talk with the commission that is currently assessing if they're going to allo...

okay, did what you said, thanks

Everytime I try to post on the before and after forum, a message appears that only users who have been granted special access can post there... is that just an error, or do I have to get that special access somewhere? I just don't get it.

running (esp. on the beach)
curl up and fall asleep holding my cat (listening to its purrrrrring)

and when all else fails...
pat/stroke myself on the place where I want to SI
(sounds silly, a friend to me to do that... I thought.. well nothing to lose in trying so I did... and it worked )

I wish I could erase myself from everyone's memory and die silently.

stressed out
unable to produce anything good when I have to
frustrated about deadlines
tired.. need sleep...

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