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a friend of mine revealed to me that she gave her crush a blow job and that she feels that she will be losing her virginity to him..shes only 14 and i dont want her doing anything she will regret later. i feel disapointed in her and i didnt talk to her today not because im mad at her but because i f...

may be SI triggery ........ ........... ............... .................. .......................... -i dont know how i would make it if i didnt hate myself -i want to die but i dont want to kill myself -sometimes i ask myself "how can anybody like me, when i dont/cant even like me?" and it makes m...

Over the weekend i went to the lake with my friend and a guy she likes. friday nite they drank and pressured me to drink all nite..i just wanted to cry..anywayz tho i felt really bad cuz we were all laying around in the same bed like she was in the middle and he was on the other side of her and i fe...

actually, i ended up going and it wasnt all that bad. shelby wasnt as cold towards me as she had been in the past, but thanx for all of your replys its helped a lot!

thanx. what would i do w/out this place. u guys had some good ideas.

hey guys. youve always been so helpful so thanx a lot. :) ..anyways tho, one of my best friends and i made plans to go to 6 flags (an amusement park for those who havent heard of it) and she just decided to tell me that she invited one of her other best friends, shelby whom i cant stand. For my frie...

I've recently decided that im ready to stop self-injury. (yay for me) I feel like I dont need it anymore and Ive found that i dont enjoy it as much as i used to. Its not the first thing that comes to mind anymore like it used to be. It feels soo good to not be dependent on it anymore. :-) the only p...

I honestly do not want to stop hurting myself. I want to want to stop, but i feel so helpless cuz i know i cant make myself want to. Ive realized that self-injury is wrecking my life. Im starting to lose friends over it. But i also feel grateful for it cuz it has separated my true friends from the b...

i cant cry, but i need to. "sticks and stones are hard on bones, aimed with angry art. words can sting like anything, but silence breaks the heart." "what do u do when the only person that can make u stop crying is the one who made u start?" "don't cry over anyone who wouldn't cry over u" "i bled. n...

Caitlin-I think ur a lying, decievng, backstabbing, betraying, manipulative, blackmailing bitch. My friend was so right about you when she said u deserve to get fucked up on something, raped and murdered and now i agree with her. i hope u rot and are tortured in hell. God, y the fuck do i still love...

Is it just me or does anyone else always think of things they really should have said earlier? What if its something the person needs to hear? How do you tell them without looking like an idiot?

ok. thank u for all your advice!

the kind of support i need is just for her to be there for me, let me know that they care about me and take care of me. but her idea of support is to encourage me to cut.
thanx

i need for them to just be there for me, but i keep feeling like they dont even care.

Hey guys! my friend thinks that supporting me means encouaging me. how can i explain to her what supporting me really means, cuz i dont think i even really know. i have other friends that also SI and are more supportive, but its kinda like that quote, "What do you do when the only person that can ma...

thanx guys for everything, but i just found out that that person was lying and doesnt care whether im bleeding to death or not and she has no sympathy for me and thinks the only reason i cut is for attention and that cutters r stupid and self-injury is gay. so i really hate her right now. But thank ...

I just started cutting about 6 months ago and i can't even imagine my life with out it. But I have a very good friend and she's telling me that she wont be my friend until I stop. I just don't think it's worth losing a friend over. What can I do/say to her?

thanx,
Jessica