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I wish that I was pretty. I wish I was skinnier I wish I didnt eat so much I wish I had perfect skin I wish HE would leave me alone I wish I could hide forever I wish it was easier for me to talk to people I wish my dad was out of the hospital I wish I could fall asleep and never wake up I wish I ne...

Er... I live in Western Pa, on the ohio border. When I go shopping, I usually go with my mother because she still thinks she owns me and all of that wonderful stuff. She's always very nice to me, and she says I look good in a lot of stuff, but I know sometimes she's just lying. And I'm a only child,...

Thank you everyone who's posted! Makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside! Anyway... I dont know of anyone who I can really talk to and cry on. My best friend is very, very self centered and such, and she'd freak out if I started crying when I talked to her, or if I asked her to just listen and <i>tr...

Thanks :) I dont think I can get therapy. My dad's in the hospital right now, and my mom's going to be working two less days to take him to chemo and radiation when he gets out, and we just... dont have the money. Therapy costs a LOT of money, and its just something we dont have. If I have to do thi...

I'm not sure where to post this... so I'm going to post it here... I've got this... problem I guess it could be called. I've got really stupid fears and worries that hold me back from doing a lot. I know they hold me back, but I cant change them (trust me I did). Here's some of them...: I have a fea...

Thanks 'NobodyToYou'. The night that I found out my father had Cancer, I called my best friend Rachel (She's closer to me then my sister), and I tried to talk to her about it, but it didnt end up well. She didnt know what to say, and quickly changed the subject. Even now, when we talk online or some...

:star: When my dad moves his head to look at me :star: When my dad opens his eyes :star: Watching a really good movie :star: Sleeping in and feeling the sun on your face in the morning :star: Talking to a friend you havent talked to in a while :star: Listening to a cd/song you love and havent heard ...

My father is currently in the hospital with a advanced stage of Lung Cancer. I'm trying my hardest not to cut, but its so stressing I just dont know what to do. It's very sudden, too, because my dad was fine Sunday (Yeah, a week from today) and monday he was coughing up blood and he had to go to the...

From my mom: I understand why you do that. I know why you do everything you do. Its alright, too, and we're going to get you help. From my dad: Hey babe. I'm awake. They just did a xray and the tumor's gone. Everythings ok. I'm going home tomorrow. I love you. Not like that one's going to happen... ...