bus

to not dissapoint/hurt other people

ive got fail, nag, unhappy, stupid,sad, alone all over me..theighs, arm, above my pelvic area.it makes me sad to look at them, brings back so many memories

thats the most annoying thing ever, that used to be a huge problem for me.i think i was like that because i held everything in, and i just never let go, and cry was another thing that didnt work fo me

feeling cared for
a friend who'll laugh untill they pee their pants with me..lol
helping other people
my puppy
just being able to talk to people

my friend zack
the harry potter series
my ipod
my computer with internet of course
my bed

i wish i were smart more than anything i wish i was loved i wish i had someone who would always be there for me i wish i were skinny so i wouldnt have to deal with any food issues i wish i were beautiful..not hot, but pretty/beautiful i wish he loved me back i wish i didnt get so jealous of her, how...

D-DONT YOU KNOW THAT WHEN YOU YELL AT ME YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO FUCK USELESS AND WORTHLESS...YOURE THE ONE WHO MAKES ME WANT TO FUCKIND DIE..SOMETIMES I CANT HANDLE YOU!!!!!!!!! Z-STOP TELLING OT NOT CUT, I LOVE HOW YOU ACTUALLY TRUELY CARE, BUT SOMETIMES I HATE HOW YOU GET DISAPOINTED!!!!!!!! BUT ALSO...