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my current problem...i've just told my family/cops about my childhood abuse from my mom's ex. he's not in my life anymore. can you guys share some feelings about pressing charges? i want to but it feels a lot easier to just avoid the whole thing, i need someone to push me to do the right thing..

i don't know what some good advice would be...i find that the same thing happens to me. when we start talking about something that's just too hard to face, i dissociate so that i can remain in the conversation but don't have to feel it or really really think about it...

wow i had no idea that people were still posting on this thread, i started it a long time ago...it's good to see that we can relate to eachother though, that helps a ton just feeling like we're not alone. speaking of inadequate cutters though, if someone asks me the last time i cut i'll tell them 2 ...

i don't want to give you pro ed tips on bus, i don't think people would like it and i understand why...but i know of a good one so pm me if you still want it, and take care of yourself <3

it's hard and it sucks and hurts to try to talk about things you've never spoken to someone you don't even know...but it helps. they help you figure your shit out, at least for me. i don't think it could hurt

i always feel like i'm doing everything wrong. everything.

~ i don't have many secrets that i haven't shared on bus...<--that's one ~ i wonder why i put myself through everything i do...why i look for more people to hurt me, after those who hurt me have left ~ i play every side with friends...i have no spine, even though everybody thinks i'm a tough bitch w...

i'm sorry things are so tough...i can relate you would think I would just come to my senses and eat in a perfect world, yeah you might be able to do that. but in a perfect world, ed's wouldn't exist..neither would si, or all the pain and confusion behind these things. don't be so hard on yourself......

that sounds really easy. if it were that easy, i don't think ed's would exist... that advice is probably better for just like the average person...you know, love yourself the way you are. but if someone sat me down and told me those things seriously, i'd laugh in their face. ed's are soooo much more...

no way! it's absolutely not wrong at all! if someone doesn't like the way my arms look, they can look away. i used to be ashamed/embarrassed...but it doesn't matter! i don't care what other people think...they can draw whatever conclusions they want about me, but that doens't mean they know who i am...

is there any way to post anonymously? there was a topic started by {{ silent scream }} on main about sharing secrets it would be a great idea if there's a way we can post anonymously here, or does anybody know of another site like that? where you can post from a computer instead of having to mail po...

thank you...oh man, it's back now. i'm so confused.

okay i've just looked through all 14 pages or whatever in place, and can't find mine. i could find posts i'd made in other people's place, but i can't find mine! i'm pretty sure it's not me, i haven't been drinking or using today...i couldn't find it under view my posts or w/e either.. :-? should th...

a little bit anxious, less than usual though...detatched, i'm not feeling much...i've managed to numb out pretty well the past few days, so i'm trying to absolute hardest to hang onto it...haven't numbed out for over a month, so it's a welcome break from overwhelming feelings i am unable to explain ...

i think someone already posted this, but i have to say it's sooo easy to use..you should try it http://counter.jellybob.co.uk/ you can reset it any time, and when you start it gives you the option of telling it when it should have started...ex may 21st at noon...it's the easiest one i've found so fa...

i'm talking about the little ones just below your name on the left when you make a post...it seems like the larger someone's post count is, the more buses they have...but that's not always the case, i've seen people with more posts and fewer buses..and why and when do they change colours? i recently...

just wanted to say that i read and i care...hope things get better, take care of yourself

i think it's si...i do this sometimes. last week i got home from therapy and realized the inside of my cheek was raw cause i'd been chewing on it, i didn't even realize it...and there's been times when i've been triggery, but in a social situation, and i've dug my fingernails into my palms..or my th...

have you taken care of your physiacl wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. yes what had happened just before? i'm not sure what the trigger was this time...one second i was fine, and the next i had DECIDED that i was going to SI. it wasn't just an urge, it was a decision. i wasn't even going t...

i'm sorry about this stuff...it frustrates me too. i don't have the answers though...but i've found that most people who have never self injured are scared of self injury...it kind of makes sense in a way, i know before i began SI'ing, i didn't understand why people would be physically violent and d...