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have you taken care of your physiacl wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. done what had happened just before? hmm..well nothing had really happened. i was cleaning my room...i was high...i was just thinking about my life in general.. what were you thinking and feeling? i wasnt in myself, i wa...

urges do pass....although it seems like they won't, they will eventually lessen. if you can find some way to distract yourself, or do something nice and relaxing for yourself, take a bubble bath or something. these feelings do subside after awhile...although i'm not sure why they come up seemingly f...

that's a great survey, really helpful. i'm not gonna take it now, i'll try it one day when i feel more confident about my attempts to fix things

thanks everyone for replying to me even though i sounded so, just, you know. It is okay to want to cut. In the moment, you might want to because you know it brings temporary relief. Denying yourself that isn't necessarily the best way to cope with the urges. i know what you mean...but i don't often ...

today feels like a yay for all things that are great kind of a day. just want to cheer for things that rock

YAY for sunshine!
YAY for pink!
YAY for BUS!!!

yay for coping!

have you taken care of your physiacl wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. hahahaha nooo mang it's okay. what had happened just before? umm...i was drinking, and having a shower. yes. now i am clean. what were you thinking and feeling? i felt like shit. swell pretty much always do. and yes, i ...

thanks for replying everyone.. i deffinitely agree with you. i don't want to SI, i know i don't because if i did i wouldn't have come on here as a way of avoiding it. those were all great suggestions...i think i need to take the time [when i'm not urgy] to plan out what i'm going to do next time it ...

sometimes i can't cry for days...then all of a sudden i'm out of control..not much fun

- hot tubs
- days at the lake
- sunshine
- sleeping in
- will & grace
- sugar free jello [amazing ]
- flowers blooming
- wearing sunglasses
- relaxing in pj's

i was too tired

thanks :) it makes it easier to know i'm not alone.. there are a lot 'worse off' people out there than myself - but are there really? Surely it's about the act itself, the fact that you use a destructive coping mechanism, not how 'bad; you do it, but the fact that you do it. lots of people have poin...

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? i've been triggery for a few days now..anxiety and stuff. but i just found out that the last friend i trusted has turned on me too. Have I been here before? What did I do to deal with it? How did I feel then? i haven't felt this...

-- coping is the key to survival, they go hand in hand. those who cannot cope do not survive. -- coping is hanging onto this very moment, even when it doesn't feel worth hanging on to, in hopes that the next moment will be worth the struggle. -- coping is opening your mind to the possibility that th...

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? my fear of living. of him coming back, i know he knows where i live...he must have gotten someone to follow me home one of those days. there were so many days and i didn't even care, i just wanted to get home as quick as i could...

i can't believe how many people can relate...it's horrible, our minds work in such strange ways, especially with SI.

this is going to sound really low and pathetic. today i saw my T, and we talked about my cutting..she wanted to see my arms, and i said no but couldn't give her a reason why. i just don't want to show people, it makes me feel i don't know..exposed in a way. anyways she said that she's probably seen ...

no i haven't tried anything that was suggested...but it might be fair to say that i use piercings as an alternative somewhat, and i want another tattoo [a month after i started cutting i decided that when i am finally able to stop and let my scars fade a bit, i'll get a tattoo of a heart on each wri...

i had a very strange conversation a few days ago... i went out with a few friends and we all got piercings. i was getting my nipples done, and the girl told me to take off my shirt. i'm very self-conscious i guess of my arms, even though they had bandages on them i didn't want anyone to see..so i pu...

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