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I know it is a bit weird, but really, there are times when I realize so much more later... The last time I answered myself, I realized that in my "Before" I had left out a LOT of things that were probably important. They didn't seem that important at the time, or maybe I was avoiding thinking about...

Sometimes I even reply to myself. :lol: It is funny, but it can be really helpful to go back and read over what I wrote before once I have a bit more distance from it. I also really appreciate the replies I get here...they make a big difference for me. Wow, I never thought about that, answering you...

Yea, y ou're right. I try to respond if I have anything to say that might even remotely help. usually, I dont, cause I am not good with that kind of stuff, or people already said what I would have. But its good that people have this place to come to period, I think. Its a great support type place

I am sorry to hear aboutyour kitty. Maybe, to help deal with that stress, you can get another pet? THe new pet can never replace the old, but maybe getting another can get your mind off of the old one, and focusing on the new one. And I dont know what to say about your teacher, maybe even though you...

If you are to try cutting back on Alcohol, maybe you could try drinking something else, instead? Or maybe, keep yourself occupied so that you try not to drink. Kind of like for SI, but with Alcohol? I hope my babble helps

Have you ever tried writing out exactly what is going on, like, in a journal of some type? Even if you dont have anything causing you to write, other than just feeling flat. I know that sometimes when I feel that way, it helps to write it out, just for the fact that I am getting it out. I dont know ...

Hmmm, you're welcome? ^^

Yea, I think that is why its not so bad between us right now. But she is here so I have to get going. Thanks for talking to me, and giving me ideas on what to do to keep my mind off this. I'll be back on tomorrow. Thanks again, bye byes

Ummm, probably going to have to listen to her talk on and on about pointless stuff, the random lecture about nothing i have done, Umm, how glad she is that I am here and can help her clean her house.... I dont always exactly like my grandma, its better now that we dont live together, but I did for a...

Lol. Thank you, but my grandma is coming to pick me up soon to take me to her house. I have swim practice in the morning, so I have to sleep over at her house. But I am listening to music, which I hope calms me down, it usually helps. I will look up the playdough reciepes, to see if maybe I can make...

I notice that about mine too. When I am cold, hot, and when I excercise. I think it is also when they are wet they seem more visable, but then again, I am a swimmer, so, I am wet when I excercise *shrugs* I hope someone knows the answer. Good luck finding one

Yea, I guess that makes sense. Its just, its never been this strong before, and it has been almost a month... Grr, this is frustrating....Well, thank you plantt. I'll try hard not to

Well, its been almost a full day since what happened yesterday...and I still feel really bad about it. I still want to cut. I thought that if I waited a day, it would be better, why is it that I still feel like I did yesterday? I am so confused...

Thats cool. I wouldnt ever want to be a mod or admin though..that is so much responsiblity, I would think

Ohhh. How do you become an admin? They ask you?

--those weren't meant as a comprehensive list of distractions... that was a start towards coming up with ideas for yourself :) i know not everyone has cats :( poor people I know that those were just some suggestions, but I think the shower will help. And I might be getting a cat soon...I hope --some...

Can I avoid this stressor, or deal with it better in the future? i think... i'd ask what you can do to deal with times when you feel bitchy... or end up doing/saying something hurtful... those times happen. it sounds like you did what you could in the situation. you realized you'd done something hu...

ohh. What is the difference between mod and admin?

Well, the situation wont change at all, but the feeling will, I suppose --*nods* hurting yourself isn't going to change the situation. emotions are a natural & inherent part of life... how can you deal with the emotions... & experience the emotions... rather than hurt yourself & avoid them? I am no...

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? I was super mean, a b**** to this girl on a forum place, when I really shouldnt have been. She really wasnt even talking to me. And I was being snotty and stuff. Then I read what I wrote, and felt so horrified with myself that I...