bus

excited and anxious

eugh, summer's approaching...

well i guess it depends. there was a thread about this some time ago. it just entirely depends on the situation.

a good way for me is to identify the triggers that make me want to SI... just write anything and everything, even if it is 'ridiculous'. sometimes, having a night all to yourself is good, as well as spending time with friends. i love listening to agressive, heavy, etc music

my print outs of images that ive done
my laptop/computer with photos, photoshop images, music in it
a big sketch book and a pen
a bed
internet connection lol

ot, in australia it's 18 thanks to recent laws put in place.. it used to be 16

in the outside i can be a very social person - i would go out pretty much on friday, saturday and sometimes tuesday nights and days. i get involved in the community, that kinds of stuff. inside, i get really anxious - the one thing that gets me anxious is that im scared of what people will say to me...

# Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? I can't really put it in proper words. Some days, I think of hurting myself and some days, I actually do hurt myself. It's unpredictable as to when I am going to just 'lose it'. I have been through awful experiences and have ...

not in order: 1. chat to someone that you know you're comfortable with (relatives or good friends) 2. pull funny faces on webcam on msn 3. watching a good movie 4. if im up for it, doing a photomanip in photoshop 5. my journal in Word 6. keeping myself busy with projects, meetings, gatherings, etc 7...

why does he pick on me
no matter what i do
there is always something shameful, annoying, hateful about me