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Mom- I hate you so much. You're one of the main reasons why I cut. You make me feel so bad its pathetic. Joe- I'm sorry. I love you and I'm sorry you don't like it that I cut. But I've tried/trying to stop... Mom (again)- You don't know what I feel like so stop trying to contradict everything I say ...

*si* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * I cut, I pick scabs, I bruise myself, I punch walls just to see blood. And I don't know what to do. I think its getting out of control. I do it everyday. And my boyfriend told me not to cut, so I do everything but cut, but I do it twice as worse. I don't know what ...