bus

Tired.
Hungry.
Irritated.
Music-deprived
... I miss my music.
But all at once, better than yesterday.

Most of the time, I'm ashamed of them. But the other times, I feel a sort of comfort. To remind me what I have gone through. i don't know ::shrugs:: Lol.

Soft music.
Longgg and hot showers.
Painting my nails.

Anything from Anne Rice or Francesca Lia Block.

I loovveee Stoner and Spaz. Heehee

Ditto on the other replies. I'm here if you ever want to talk. ::points to my head:: I'm a good listener.

Take gentle care

like nothing is right.

hurt.


sad.


angry.


frustrated.

Freeze time and walk away.

Its.. soo .. hard.

What did I do to make him walk away?

Will everything be the same again??

Wheres the happiness that I know is inside of me??

*sits in my closet and sobs in my arms*

Well.. where to start. Ive dealt with depression for as long as I can remember. Mainly with abuse and just.. the chaos at home.. never thinking of SI.. not even once. Then in 6th grade.. I started carving odd words into my arm with a key. Just about a month ago.. I realized that that was a form of S...

Im not usually ashamed of my scars, because they remind me of my past, and how far Ive come from those times. When people see them, they dont usually say anything, but I can tell that they see them from the looks on their faces. But when they do say something, its more on the lines of "What happened...

Alysse- yeah youre my sister...but you saw the scars anyway..why the fuck did you have to ask mom about them????????? i love u. youve kept secrets and you are sometimes the only person i can talk to about stuff. Allyson- you are too damn young to go through this shit at home. its going to scar you e...

u are not a coward just because u seek help. even help over IRL or AIM is also good...just having an outlet, having someone to listen to u and give u advice. once again..ur not cowardly...take gentle care

-Aryn-

hey im 13...and ive been cutting for awhile now...cant think of how long lol ive always used wrist bands to cover them up..or wear a long sleeve shirt on ALWAYS! but i dont know if the long sleeve thing might work..but i always use wrist bands...but i like the things the other girls said. hope every...