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by Nazgul
Wed Jan 04, 2006 3:15 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!
Replies: 1666
Views: 67411

when I was little I was cruel to animals ( a friend's cat). nobody IRL knows this. NOBODY. sometimes people make me so mad I really want to kill them but I act like I'm just joking. I'm scared if I get psychotic again what I might do. I think I might be masochistic. :o Every time I think a girl loo...
by Nazgul
Wed Jan 04, 2006 3:01 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1872
Views: 67085

people at the hospital - WHY CAN'T YOU GET IT THROUGH YOUR PEA-SIZED BRAINS THAT I DON'T HAVE THE MONEY TO PAY THAT $11,000 BILL FOR BEING INPATIENT WHEN MY INSURANCE RAN OUT? I am NOT rich I am a college student who does NOT have a job ATM and who does NOT have any money!! I can't pay your bill! St...
by Nazgul
Mon Aug 22, 2005 2:28 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Place to cry
Replies: 2185
Views: 92099

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by Nazgul
Wed Aug 03, 2005 1:38 am
Forum: coping
Topic: What will your 5 things be?
Replies: 113
Views: 10467

1. my therapist
2. my pdoc/psychiatrist
3. my Bible and all the books I've ever owned
4. my dog Molly
5. BUS
by Nazgul
Wed Aug 03, 2005 1:25 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Paint a room
Replies: 46
Views: 3527

1) If you could paint the room you're in now to match how you're feeling or to what's going on in your life, what would it look like? Since I'm feeling frustrated and angry and sad and . . . triggered, I'd paint my room with dark blue and black vertical stripes, with diagonal red streaks. It would ...
by Nazgul
Sat Jul 30, 2005 4:29 am
Forum: coping
Topic: kharre's questions coping thread **si, su, others
Replies: 62
Views: 6076

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? Have I been here before? What did I do to deal with it? How did I feel then? What I have done to ease this discomfort so far? What else can I do that won't hurt me? How do I feel right now? I feel scared and hurt and a little bi...
by Nazgul
Sat Jul 09, 2005 7:33 pm
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: si counter
Replies: 95
Views: 8247

Thanks for the suggestion, Mallie! I'll do that!
by Nazgul
Fri Jul 08, 2005 3:40 pm
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: si counter
Replies: 95
Views: 8247

*bump*

Long time no counter. :(
by Nazgul
Mon Jul 04, 2005 3:09 pm
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: si counter
Replies: 95
Views: 8247

Is there an ETA on when we get our counters back?
by Nazgul
Mon Jun 27, 2005 4:25 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1872
Views: 67085

wow this is such a cool thread I never saw it before. My therapist: I don't know why I have to cut, I just do. It's a PROBLEM, it can't always be organized to fit into neat little boxes. I can't always identify a motive, it's just *there* sometimes. Rusty: You're my brother, sometimes I wish you'd g...
by Nazgul
Mon Jun 20, 2005 4:38 am
Forum: coping
Topic: listening to urges questions to answer **si, su
Replies: 44
Views: 5630

*SI trigs* how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? I'll feel guilty and like a failure. It will be even harder to get a job as I'll have marks on my arms in June in Texas - too hot for long sleeves by thirty degrees. what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it t...
by Nazgul
Sun Jun 19, 2005 1:16 am
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: si counter
Replies: 95
Views: 8247

:oops: I can't get mine to work . . . I posted the link in my Profile and I had to click on the link to see my counter . . . I want one like every one else . . . . . <whines>.
by Nazgul
Wed May 11, 2005 1:50 am
Forum: coping
Topic: last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......
Replies: 1252
Views: 57032

I had an appointment with my therapist in three hours and I didn't want to tell her I SIed.
by Nazgul
Mon Apr 11, 2005 3:14 am
Forum: coping
Topic: if you have OD'd i need to talk to you *su*
Replies: 171
Views: 16465

Wow Mab... :o thank you for sharing your story. I hope you are doing better now at least a little, from the time of your post. That is so profound. I have never really considered ODing as an option, as I had to watch a video in High School of a girl having her stomach pumped. It was not pretty, and ...