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I know you are trying to help me, and you probably are, but atm i just want to lie my way out of the situation so i can go back to being like i was. I know its not healthy though, and i am trying i promise- its just really really hard.Thank you for caring and for making me feel like i am worth more...

C- thank you for everything. You have helped me more than you could know.

A- thank you for being so lovely. You are honestly the sweetest person i know. I'm glad i told you x

I was afraid that you would judge me if i told you. Thats why i didnt. Im not sure if that is just paranoia on my part, or whether there is some truth in that. I desperately want to reach out, but i dont know if i can trust you- even if not explaining makes you think i am just a bit strange. I'm torn.

I am afraid of how you would all react if i told you. I dont want to complicate anything.

G-make up your mind about what you want. I need to know one way or the other.

I hate liking you. I feel so pathetic because im pretty sure you would never like me like that. I miss being content being single. Damn you for being such a nice guy

Shame you would never like anyone like me.

a bit lost.

from "Over You" by Daughtry

I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

I am finally getting over you. And it is such a relief. it is only now after almost a year that i am able to let go of you. Thanks for all of the memories. I hope you can be truly happy one day because you truly deserve it.You are one of the good guys.

In 5 years i will be 22.
-I will have completed my german degree
-i will be pretty much fluent in german
-i will be doing my PGCE
-i will be in a happy,stable,loving relationship
-i will be comfortable in my own skin

I wish you cared.

I hate how much i depend on you, and you dont even realise.

Did you never think about how dating one of my closest friends would make me feel???? I dont think either of you realises how much this hurts.

Thank you

I was wondering if someone would mind locking my Place thread for me? Thanks

I still cant get you out of my fucking head.

After all the times i wished and wished to see you in person after all this time, now it looks like it is going to happen i am so scared. Im scared that as soon as i see you all the feelings will come straight back. Im scared that we have changed and the friendship will no longer be there. When you ...