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by Beasty
Wed Apr 18, 2012 5:08 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 114235

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Don't say you're here for me, than postpone support. I'm losing myself.
by Beasty
Tue Apr 10, 2012 7:12 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 114235

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

DR: PLEASE DO NOT stay there. Please, this is my last chance to be there for the summer. Pleasepleaseplease. I don't know how else I can be here. You must say No. I don't think you will, though.
by Beasty
Tue Apr 10, 2012 2:11 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 114235

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

P: I love you, I do. I don't know how this happened, this thing between us, but it's been one of the biggest blessings in my life. Therefore you should remember that we need to have lunch soon. Please don't forget. K: Please let me have this opportunity. Kick that fucker out! Also, you mean more to ...
by Beasty
Fri Mar 23, 2012 5:25 pm
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: find my place?
Replies: 0
Views: 16271

find my place?

Fixed
by Beasty
Thu Dec 08, 2011 11:41 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 114235

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

If you could just drop by, let me know that you're thinking of me, something before Thursday, I'd be so comforted.
by Beasty
Wed Dec 07, 2011 1:03 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 114235

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Pleasepleasepleaseplease respond in due time. I need to know if I'm doing this alone or not.
by Beasty
Fri Nov 25, 2011 1:48 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets Thread - Read first post!
Replies: 573
Views: 119906

Re: Secrets Thread - Read first post!

I've definitely considered SU if I get rejected from all of my phd programs...
by Beasty
Fri Nov 25, 2011 12:05 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 114235

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

You helped me survive. You are the reason I have come this far. I love you more than anyone.
by Beasty
Fri Nov 25, 2011 12:04 am
Forum: coping
Topic: What song describes how you're feeling?
Replies: 1417
Views: 90834

Re: What song describes how you're feeling?

Lay beside me, tell me what they've done Speak the words I wanna hear, to make my demons run The door is locked now, but it's opened if you're true If you can understand the me, then I can understand the you Lay beside me, under wicked sky Black of day, dark of night, we share this pair of lives Th...
by Beasty
Sun Nov 20, 2011 4:07 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 114235

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

I need you. I couldn't have gotten this far without you, and I have a little more to go. Please.
by Beasty
Sun Nov 20, 2011 4:06 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Your life in 5 years......?
Replies: 125
Views: 15325

Re: Your life in 5 years......?

In five years, hopefully I will be well into my PhD program and two years away from earning my doctorate. I hope I will be healed, will have a significant other that I love in my life.
by Beasty
Sun Nov 20, 2011 4:05 am
Forum: coping
Topic: What song describes how you're feeling?
Replies: 1417
Views: 90834

Re: What song describes how you're feeling?

Everyday takes figuring out how to live, Sometimes it feels like a mistake, Sometimes its a winners parade, Delight and angers, I guess what's the way its supposed to be... Please heal me, I cant sleep.. Thought I was unbreakable, but this is killing me, Call me, everything... Make me feel unbreakab...
by Beasty
Mon Aug 01, 2011 3:12 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 114235

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Will someone forgive us for the things we have done?
by Beasty
Sun Jul 31, 2011 1:24 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 114235

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

I'm just as sad as I thought I would be, leaving her. I didn't really leave her, but I still left. Please ask me to look after her again. I fell in love with that pup within a day or so. And now I'm alone in this room. I should have stayed on your couch. I should have stayed. I should have stayed. I...
by Beasty
Sat Jul 30, 2011 3:23 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets Thread - Read first post!
Replies: 573
Views: 119906

Re: Secrets Thread - Read first post!

Perhaps it's a little off, but I'm appropriating it anyway.
by Beasty
Fri Jul 29, 2011 3:41 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 114235

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

It's so wonderful being here, and yet it's tormenting me. I wish I could stay here forever. I wish I could be a true part of your life. Maybe more.
by Beasty
Thu Jul 28, 2011 1:11 am
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: place spam
Replies: 4
Views: 1767

Re: place spam

exakerove
by Beasty
Sat Jul 23, 2011 12:22 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets Thread - Read first post!
Replies: 573
Views: 119906

Re: Secrets Thread - Read first post!

I was a shitshow. Everything I've constructed since then has been in defence of my ever doing that again and in explaining it away. I hate myself for that. I still can't forgive myself. I wonder if I ever will be able to?
by Beasty
Fri Jul 15, 2011 9:36 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 114235

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

To quote from ALNM: "I hate you being happy. I hate anyone being happy."
by Beasty
Thu Jul 14, 2011 6:20 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets Thread - Read first post!
Replies: 573
Views: 119906

Re: Secrets Thread - Read first post!

I was attracted to her last night.