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AAARRRGGGGGGHHHH!!!!

Okay, now that's out...*sob*

I feel excruciatingly horny, which is quite frustrating and seemingly atypical of a girl. Especially since the reason I want sex is to feel wanted, not to orgasm.

I will likely piss and moan in my thoughts about it for there is not much I can do. Cursed hormones.

To Most People: You are all a stock of immature and ignorant douchebags and I hope you all rot in hell.

To Chris: I...I want you. Really badly. Especially after seeing that video of you naked that you don't know about. I didn't take it but I have it. Please just come fuck my brains out.

THE END OF ALL HOPE It is the end of all hope To lose the child, the faith It is the end of innocence To be someone like me It is the birth of all hope To have all I once had This life, unforgiven It will end in birth No will to wake for this morn To see another black rose born Deathbed slowly cover...

There are surguries.... although doesnt work on older scars. Ask your dermatologist or skin care person

Sometimes I think that no one will ever love me again

LB- I want a girl with lips like morphine. Yours are saturated with it.

H- Say you want me with you, here beside you. Love me, thats all I ask of you.

LK: One word: JEN.

CF: Just come fuck me. It's not that hard.

I: Hush. Shut up. Stop telling me all the reasons you say no.

A- I'm sorry, I fucked up. I'm back on my meds and I will grovel for as long as I need to get you back. She's just a fake and a slut. I was stupid. I cant express the depth of my sorrow. I'll do anything for you back. Anything. I love you. M- I'm sorry, hun. I didn't mean to. I'm sorry I didn't beli...

A- you are such an ASSHOLE!!!!! FUCK IT ALL! You've helped ruin a relationship, cheat with someone, and break my heart. And you dont give a shit M- LIZZIE!! LIZZIE!!! LIZZIE!!! Does this not make sense to you?! You dont go cheating on her! You dont kiss your best friend's ex not a week or so after t...

If you asked me to marry you, I would. If you asked me to sleep with you, I wouldn't have any second thoughts. There is a guy I've met online and I think he is go gorgeous. If he tried to kiss me, I wouldn't stop him. But I prefer you. I've kissed my best friend. She's a girl and I'm a girl. Open mo...

A- I miss you so much. I know you've only been gone a few days but it seems like ages. I'm slowing beginning to have a relapse; its coming back. But I'm stronger I promise I am. I won't cut if only so that you won't. But oh god I miss it. I really do. Please come back, just hold me. C- You motherfuc...

right now i'm feeling
-homicidal
-pissed
-like my spanish teacher should be impaled

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

F*CK YOU B*TCH!!!!!

I am a jealous and paranoid girlfriend. I dont show it, but everytime I see him talking to a pretty girl, I wonder if he would rather be with her than with me. Whenever he says he has to comfort a friend in need and he'd call me back later, my heart sinks several feet I'm a bad, bad girlfriend and I...

i dont deserve apologies

alex- im sorry for bugging you so much about the chaos stuff. and my newfound abilities. i just want to hone them and im sorry. i love you more than anything mrs patton- i wish you would go boil your head and die chris- stop being such a fucking hermit and read your goddamn short stories. if they wo...

right now...i feel...powerful. magical. yet so alone...

I used to have the same problem. Funerals, sad movies, insults- nothing could make me cry. I used to think myself above crying, so I would force myself not to. Then that assumption came back to bite me in the ass. I couldn't cry no matter what. I don't know about forcing yourself to cry...it never w...

im so sorry hun. but just to let you know, up until a few months ago, i couldnt cry for the life of me. youre not alone.

my anti SI is mostly the fact that if I give in to cutting...my sig. other will give in to cutting too, and i couldnt bear that. same goes for him. you could say we are each others anti-SI. not to mention i love using my left forearm...but its always uncovered and in the open so i dont like the star...