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disappointed, confused, determined, lonely.

And in my twisted face There's not the slightest trace Of anything that even hints of kindness And from my tortured shape No comfort, no escape I see, but deep within is utter blindness Hopeless As my dream dies As the time flies Love a lost illusion Helpless Unforgiven Cold and driven To this sad c...

Hopefully this will be the last time I say this "aloud". You are probably one of the better people I have met in this world. You have probably saved my life (or maybe just sections of my skin) on multiple occassions, though you don't know it. I think about you every single day. I love you as much as...

I would kill if it meant that I could relive the day you first took my hand in yours, because I have never been happier. Thank you for that memory, C.

R, I would do anything if it meant that you could love love me.

I'm worried that when I leave, everybody is going to forget about me

Why does she always get everything I ever wanted?!?! Flipping M. Whywhywhy? Why do you use me, L? Did you know that I was going to ask you out when I got back from NY? Yes, I was. But you came whining to be about how you were dating M but cheating on her with DJ and can I pleease please please help ...

i think about her every single day.

confused. bloated, even though i don't think i'm bloated

-No te puedo amar. No te amaré.
Puedo decir estas palabras muchos tiempos, pero no se puede ser verdad.
Te quiero.

Fuck you!! Fuck you! Why can't guys just simply be friends with girls and have that be that?! (unless theyre already dating someone) You just had to screw it up, didn't you? My body language was SCREAMING "don't touch me". I was leaning away, my hands very unavailable, legs crossed AWAY, I mean FUCK...

I'm worried that tonight will be a bad experience. If he asks me out I'll have to turn him down and I've never had to do that before. If he asks me to dance, I'll have to find some way to deal with my people-touching-me thing. AHHHHHHHHH

*SI* . . . . . . . . . Turn her over A candle is lit I see through her blow it out and save all her ashes for me Curse me Sold her The poison that runs its course through her pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over Watch me fault her You're living like a disaster she said kill me fa...

Anxious in the worst way

Alone. So alone.

I'm going ccrraazzzzyyyyyy

I hope this football game is worth it. It fucking better be worth it.

You know you want to come...right?

L, I've been looking back upon our relationship over the past few months and I've noticed a disturbing trend. You use me. I'm not sure if you're aware of this or not, but you do. ---This summer, you whinged to me and asked for my help in breaking up with M and dating DJ. In case you didn't know, I l...

To almost everyone: Please don't touch me. It makes my skin crawl. I hate it.

What is your secret? I'm afraid that I might be falling in love with a 48 year old woman. I'm both a woman and 17. We have been friends for a couple years and she has helped me through rough patches. Just to add more weirdness: her son was my first love as of about 3 years ago. I am certain that th...

Like poo.