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I felt for sure last night That once we said goodbye No one else will know these lonely dreams No one else will know that part of me I'm still driving away And I'm sorry every day I won't always love these selfish things I won't always live... Not stopping... It was my turn to decide I knew this was...

Lonely and bored

Stop assuming that you know exactly how all relationships work. You have been in a grand total of one serious relationship, which is long distance, thank you very much. I have been in three. I think I have a bit better of an idea how these things go than you. So stop lecturing me. It just makes you ...

I think it went well. I'm hoping and praying that you will ask. From the bottom of my soul, I want this. I can't remember wanting something this badly for a long time.

Nervous
Lonely
Passionate
NERVOUSSSSSS

COOL Boy, boy, crazy boy, Get cool, boy! Got a rocket in your pocket, Keep coolly cool, boy! Don't get hot, 'Cause man, you got Some high times ahead. Take it slow and Daddy-O, You can live it up and die in bed! Boy, boy, crazy boy! Stay loose, boy! Breeze it, buzz it, easy does it. Turn off the jui...

Please reconsider. All the work I'll put into my looks tonight is for you. So, please get over your inhibitions. I want you!! MUA HA HA

... yeah anyways. Please. I'll give you everything if only you would have me

This secret sounds so stupid to say on this web board. I'm sorry.
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I want to cut

I want you
I want you so bad
I want you
I want you so bad
It's driving me mad, it's driving me mad
I want you
I want you so bad
I want you
I want you so bad
It's driving me mad, it's driving me mad

Before You Self-Harm I feel numb how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? I will feel again, I hope. I shall feel something what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? Hopefully it will fix the issue. However, it will also represent...

I'm glad you are stopping to try to understand your urge before you do anything. It's a positive step.

Similarly, I wanted to tell you that I love the title! That is one of my favorite poems.

He's considering moving on. He'll date other people. So, why can't we? You are killing me.

Fuck you! I left someone, secure in the knowledge that you would be there for me afterwards. But NO! You "changed your mind" because you "didn't know how you felt" and "weren't 100% certain". WELL THATS JUST GREAT! What the hell did I ever do to lead you on? I've always been honest, even when it wou...

GOD DAMN IT!!!!!!!!

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK

I should've known that you would turn away.
I loved you, and I should have said it. But, tell me, just what has it ever meant?!

Yeah I made myself an orange and white woven anklet. It looked lovely and it gave me something to do with my fingers

KILL - JIMMY EAT WORLD Well, you're just across the street Looks a mile to my feet I want to go to you Funny how I'm nervous still I've always been the easy kill I guess I always will Could it be that everything goes 'round by chance? (chance?) Or only one way that it was always meant to be (be) You...

so... alone...

No matter what happens with people in my life, I love you. I love you more than anyone I've ever known and will do so forever. No matter what happens with your sons, one of which is torturing me, at the moment. Whether or not I end up with your firstborn, I hope always to be with you. Thank you for ...

I never considered the possibility that I would be alone in the coming months because I was counting on you. I guess I'm not meant to have companionship... I really wish you had come through for me. I am prideful and firmly an atheist but: I got down on my knees in my undies with tears streaming dow...