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I feel like such a bitch.

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK

This is such fucking rubbish.

My dear, darling girl: I don't understand. You know that I want you to be happy, but Jesus, you seem to be the world's biggest masochist. I can't save you from yourself, much as I wish I could. Why never me? Some part of me has wanted you for the past two and a half years. I hated seeing you with hi...

There are some people that I don't think I'll ever get over/forget.

You can't be serious. You are dating her?! Christ almighty. Why does everyone fucking want to date her? Seriously. I count at least seven people who have been infatuated with her. All of whom she has led on and then hurt. Why you, my dear? On that note, what was wrong with me? Why never ever me? I w...

I am SUCH a bitch. Interesting thing is that I couldn't give a damn.

I can't be a Christian because if I were, I'd be going straight to hell.

(Not that I want to be a Christian)

The main reason I'm being distant is because I know that chances are, my proximate choices are likely going to make it impossible for us to have a relationship any longer. It will become completely unreasonable for you to date me.

I'm sorry, but I will not put my life aside for you.

BUGGER! FUCK!

Well, I'm proud of myself yesterday for doing an okay job on my sociology exam (I think)!

I WANT TO GO HOME!!!!!!

I wish that I could be home right now.

I also with that she wouldn't show her stupid face up in our town. Whore.

I wish that she could be with him again, somehow. I don't believe in heaven but I wish it could exist just so that Grandmommy could see Granddad again.

Like I am staring at an oncoming train but my feet are cement

I said it often. Whenever I called, I'd close with it. Whenever I visited, I'd leave saying that. But now that you are gone, I feel like I didn't say it enough.

I love you, Granddad. I'm so proud to be your granddaughter.

KLove24 wrote:Do you ever think about me? I think about you all the time.

*can't phrase it better*

I'll never forget you or what we shared. Even if we said it was only a game. Well, it wasn't a game to me. Perhaps it was the very first time, but after that first kiss, I was so completely gone. I know that you wanting me is a seriously long shot, but I'll wait. I'll see other people, love other pe...

I want her, even now.

Notice me!

hating myself