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stupid for eating half a box of chocolates before dinner. Curse you, chocolate!

Just because you have oh-so-many stars doesn't mean that you are all that helpful. It just means that you have no life. Want to be helpful? Try earning stars the real way.

It really made my day when you called, so excited that I was going to be closer to you. So excited I thought you would bust. It's nice to know that someone loves me very much.

Almost every M/T/R, I wake up, absolutely convinced that I will go to my 5:10 class. I stay convinced through most of the day until I get to 3 or so. Then I usually end up skipping class in favor of going to dinner when it first opens as opposed to when it's a madhouse after class. I feel terrible f...

When I woke up, I went to swim as opposed to rolling back over for another 2 hours.

I'm bloody fucking miserable.

I'm also quite chilly, which is bad because I haven't even left my room yet and its rrreeeaaaallllllyyy cold outside.

FUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOU!!!!! I'll do any morning sessions you want from me. I'll be there with fucking BELLS on. But don't make me pick between a class that I really should go to and dinner. I need to do well in that class so I have a good chance of getting the fuck out of here. Dinner is the o...

I hate it when people rail on George Bush. Policies, go ahead. Results, go ahead. I can't say that his presidency was too successful. But his character? My family knows his family. He is a genuinely nice guy and he actually IS pretty smart. When my grandfather died, the very next day he called my gr...

You suck at taking hints. I'm terribly sorry, but I just can't deal with you right now. I did say that I loved you, and I did. Maybe I still do, but I'm unsure of that even now. Point being, I was never in love with you. It seems I'm destined to hurt you like he hurt me. I DO feel bad about it, I pr...

I'm breaking inside. Little cracks and fissures. I'm across an ocean, so when I do shatter, there is no one around to help me pick me up again.

Don't let me make a fool of myself. Don't make me wrong.

shite shite shite motherfucking shite.

I'm going to have to put myself out on a limb here to accommodate this. I'm basically ensuring myself disaster.

FUUUCCCKKKKKKKKKIIIINNGGGGGG SSSSHIIIIITTTTEEEE

I see no reason for my luck to persist as it has. There is no reason for things to go my way.

But please, see what I see. I could make you happy, I'm certain. Just give me a fair chance.

I usually pride myself on being in relative control of myself (in the past several months to a year) in terms of exposure to other people. But... GET OUT OF MY MIND! I DID NOT INVITE YOU IN HERE! I've thought about you every day since I got back over here. I can't stop staring at you. I can barely k...

YOU'RE DRIVING ME FECKING NUTS!!

Sometimes I just want to ask you if you could be interested in me. I'd like to know if this daydreaming is at all worthwhile. If you are not, then I don't want to be wasting my time wondering and thinking about you. I'd like to just erase you from that section of my brain if you being a part of my l...

I want you I want you so bad I want you, I want you so bad It’s driving me mad, it’s driving me mad. ...... And i think it's gonna be a long long time Till touch down brings me round again to find I'm not the man they think i am at home Oh no no no i'm a rocket man Rocket man burning out his fuse up...

Please, go on and ask me out. I'm tired of staring at you.

I wish that time will fly as swiftly as possible.

I don't want to be here. I do not want to be here. I tried to go to sleep a quarter of an hour ago but I couldn't stop crying. I need to sleep now to get over jet lag but I need to keep my mind occupied so I do not break down again. I'm lonely, I have no friends, and I am too fucking terrified to tr...