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well.. for a while i wanted to turn myself "normal" so i talked to my friends about my problems for some of the time, and other times I bottled it up so because I felt when I talked about it and let it surface it made me upset. I experimented with a lot.. (only positive things, talking, writing, th...

thanks! =] the whole putting pressure on relationships thing is because I get really involved in my relationships, with whoever it may be. If it's a guy, I get my hopes up really high and then get let down and because I put so much pressure on it, it bothers me ten times more, ya know? it's pretty ...

hi guys, this is my first time posting in this forum and to be honest i'm a little nervous. as a little bit of background info i'm 16 and having been SIing since I was 12/13.. i've gone a year and a month without it, but with one slip. right now, things are actually going pretty well - i'm on sprin...

Mallie - thanks a bunch.. that's some of the insight i was hopeful to find here.. therapy is completely out of the question for me right now, although it may help me.. i really just want to try and fight this on my own.. well, not completely alone, with help from friends and family.. ive been doing...

plantt: i refuse therapy.. my parents found out in 7th grade.. i'm in 10th now.. and they wanted me to go but i threatened to never speak to them again if they made me go.. something about it scares me, and i'd rather deal with it on my own and with my friends than some random stranger.. as much as ...

Well, I've been a lot more open to talking about things.. not so much my urges- that's obviously stuff I'd rather keep to myself.. but i mean if i have a problem, i don't feel like no one cares anymore.. I know I have friends and family that care enough to listen.. But I mean the "solution" I used ...

hey guys, this is my first post.. i hope i'm putting this in the right spot.. but i'm a little lost as i put in my subject.. um, let's see.. i started in 7th grade.. then went for 11 months without it up until this past january. i thought i was cured because afterwards i didn't feel like i accompli...