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Thanks! I know what i need to do now

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Hi! I relapse 3 weeks. I was feeling afraided and depressed. It seemed like my whole world was crashing down on me. It is hard so times to deal with my emotions about the abuse I had to endure all my life. I feel that all the abuse was my fault.

You are right one. Right now the hardest thing is my past abusive experiences I want through. It seems to be the huge tigger to SI. I want to heal from it but it is very hard. I am in counseling which is a huge help. I want the desires to SI go away but it has not.

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