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Thanks. I havent cut but today I took [# edited - mallie]ibuprofen and [#edited - mallie] benadryl but dont know how many mgs is in each. I feel light headed, I can feel my heart beat in my body, and hear it, I feel light headed, and exhausted. anyone have any suggestions???? Im SOOO sorry!

Thanks. I dont know what starts the urge... but it comes soo easy. Ive cut for like 2 years because Ive been so lost. I never had anyone to talk to. I was scared to tell anyone what I did or anything cuz I thought they would think I was crazy. A few people know now but its hard. I still feel soo los...

Thanks. Ive tried many things..like writing on yourself with red marker, taking a shower, listening to music, cooking, taking a walk, etc. I know..the urge is sooo strong tho. I dont know how long Ill be able to stay strong... but Im trying really hard. Thanks again.
KittyCat

Ive tried before but I couldnt stay free of it. Im trying sooo hard again but its soo hard. I get the urges to cut, or burn, or drink, or take major amounts of Ibuprofen alot. I decided to stop last night and so far today I havent done any of it but its soo hard. I dont know... Im gunna hang in here...