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I wish I could talk about what's bothering me
I wish I knew how to handle this
I wish she could come back
I wish I didn't had to go to that party tomorrow

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

sad and angry

well ... I have been siing on and off for about two years . Started just after my best friend died while I was abroad. I don't know how to explain it really, I just wanted to stop the pain inside, so took it outside ... I have almost stopped now, even if I often have the urge to cut . Ininteresting ...

I wish I knew how to get over this

Maybe I just want to fly I want to live I don't want to die Maybe I just want to breath Maybe I just don't believe Maybe you're the same as me We see things they'll never see You and I are gonna live forever Maybe I will never be All the things that I want to be But now is not the time to cry Now's ...

I didn't because I came on BUS and I felt so much support and love here through all the posts I read, that it shows that some people really care about others and it made me feel better
I don"t know if what I wrote made some sense but thanks to all of you ....