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you should try a dream catcher, i have one and that keeps them away, i also have a rosary hanging above my bed, im sure that it helps somewhat even though im not a practicing catholic. thats all the advice i can give....sorry i cant give you any more help

yea sorry i havent been on in a long while, i had things under controll for a while, then it all went south in a hurry. i dun wanna bore with details but i have been within an inch of suicide in the last three weeks and i dunno how much longer i can take it. i am really just hating life, girls walk ...

sad to hear, i know what its like, my dad likes to think he understand why i do what i do, but i can tell from his reactions. if you need to talk to someone, i can try and understand drop me a PM

mines an old shoe box....so its easily hidden....ive got pictures of my family and closest friends....about a mile of medical gauss and a needle and thread. but most of all its got my peotry in it