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i cant' post a message to my busmail... HELP! i know im subscribed!

thanks whoever got it working again i needed it badly

can u do this for my account?? i can't seem to get into the properties/certificate bc it says there is not a certificate for the site

i can't seem to get into my busmail i use the squirrelmail server the messsage reads ERROR: Bad request: The IMAP server is reporting that plain text logins are disabled. Using CRAM-MD5 or DIGEST-MD5 authentication instead may work. Also, the use of TLS may allow SquirrelMail to login. Please contac...

it is really frustrating not being able to name what you are feeling... i do some of the same things... just know that you aren't alone

grr. i'm just so frustrated and i'm feeling so low. i don't even know why. i think it's because of the lack of something to do with my day... all the thoughts that i used to have about not eating, and about binging and purging are coming up. all the thoughts about cutting are coming up. i just want ...

hey sweetie~~

i lost my sister to su 3 years ago tomorrow, if u need to talk i'm here

**hugs**

love,
Ellen

no your questions aren't judgemental it's kinda nice to have someone analyze me once in a while :D i guesse it go to me so much because i struggle with thinking i'm fat all of the time. it bothers me when anyone says that i'm fat or makes a comment like that... i just want to punish myself for being...

well it's an x bf that told me this... well yeah i am kinda wondering why i really want to stop. things have just hit the fan. everything sucks. gah.

Neats wrote:
I would be a burden on my family, and so on.

sweetie. you will be more of a burden on ur family if you don't get help and it hurts more people than just yourself... trust me.

hope u feel better.

be strong.
Love,
Ellen

okay so i cut. i was just feeling really really fat. so i came home and ate cookies, fried clams and some french fries. what the hell is wrong w/ me? not quite sure. my x bf told me i was fat today. i just wanted to cry, but i couldn't, so i cut. i feel better actually. kindof in a numb hazey feelin...

Why do you visit before and after? it helps me to get feedback from others about why i might be urging and triggered, because sometimes i really don't know... What do you get out of it? it distracts me, and sometimes helps me to know the reason im triggered What prompts you to think posting might be...

it's good that you're doing things to help b4 u SI. try taking a warm bubble bath or curling up naked in ur covers. it always makes me feel better when i'm feeling sad...

((((((((((((((((((HUGGLES))))))))))))))))
Love,
Ellen

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? i want to feel better. in control, im so fat. Have I been here before? What did I do to deal with it? How did I feel then? yes. i cut and ate lots of food What I have done to ease this discomfort so far? What else can I do that ...

ok good. just as long as ur not sick if u like being spanked w/ a whip *evil grin* what will happen to them if they get charged with it??? jw. you don't have to reply if u don't want to.

sorry if i offended ne1 w/ the whip joke

*hangs head and walks away*

i'd have to agree with you. it would be very very nice to know somoenes age and a little about them before talking to them, but in anoyther way the anonymity of it all is kindof nice


Ellen

thanx laura. that always did annoy me \


*hands u a pink star*

is there any way to get your watched topics sent to you in a PM or something, instead of an email????

thanx 4 ur help

*hands everyone a pink star*

Ellen

okies thanks for your help though

*hands you a pink star for effort*

okies thanks for your help though

*hands you a pink star for effort*