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by bonita_05
Thu Mar 10, 2005 12:55 am
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: did our board get taken over for a while?
Replies: 49
Views: 5443

MOronS!

that's so crazy. shouldn't the ppl b in school to be learning not hacking people's webboards? people irritate me. i don't know why people can't just leave everyone else alone. the world would be so much happier then!

:pinkstar:
by bonita_05
Thu Mar 10, 2005 12:53 am
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: help im a dork :P
Replies: 7
Views: 870

quesiton

like how someone sends u a PM on the busboard. can it send u one of those when someone replies to ur thread/
by bonita_05
Thu Mar 10, 2005 12:50 am
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: did our board get taken over for a while?
Replies: 49
Views: 5443

*evil grin*

you should spank them with a whip. wait the sick person might like that :D
by bonita_05
Thu Mar 10, 2005 12:48 am
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: did our board get taken over for a while?
Replies: 49
Views: 5443

yay

YAY FOR DEB *claps*

*hands deb a prettyful pink star* :pinkstar:
by bonita_05
Thu Mar 10, 2005 12:47 am
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: did our board get taken over for a while?
Replies: 49
Views: 5443

gra

i'd have to agree. i don't know why people feel the need to screw with other ppls lives and their stuff.
by bonita_05
Thu Mar 10, 2005 12:46 am
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: help im a dork :P
Replies: 7
Views: 870

help im a dork :P

is there ne way that i can get like a PM sent to me on the busboard thingie when someone replies to my messages??
by bonita_05
Thu Mar 10, 2005 12:42 am
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: did our board get taken over for a while?
Replies: 49
Views: 5443

hacker

i think that some cutter hateing lozer that felt the need to mess w/ other ppls stuff hacked us :(( *sniffs* jackasses :P
by bonita_05
Wed Mar 09, 2005 1:19 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Is this really strange? *SI*
Replies: 14
Views: 622

strange cookies :)

you're strange :) jk well okay so we're all strange and normal is a setting on a washing machine!! :D i like to look at si pictures too whenever i feel triggered... so nope ur not alone, and i think that's why they are there...

love,
ELlen
by bonita_05
Wed Mar 09, 2005 1:17 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Why you won't SI
Replies: 74
Views: 4106

my reasons

1. it hurts my friends/family
2. i have 3 little boys that would be devastated if they knew
3. i need to pierce my belly button in like 11 days
4. my body is a temple of the holy spirit
5. scars are ugly
6. people ask me about it and i can't lie
by bonita_05
Wed Mar 09, 2005 1:14 am
Forum: coping
Topic: ?What if I don't want to stop?
Replies: 13
Views: 693

not wanting to stop

I kidnof know what you're going through. I really don't want to stop, i don't feel like i need or should have to stop, the only motivation i have is the fact that i'm putting my friends and family through hell... I so badly just want to cut and be done with it. to make myself feel better and to make...
by bonita_05
Wed Mar 09, 2005 1:11 am
Forum: coping
Topic: A coping survey for yourself
Replies: 177
Views: 14625

survey

Name: Ellen Are you currently trying to stop or reduce SI: yes If so what is your motivation: stop hurting my friends Favorite coping skills: 15 minutes, or making goals, just one more day Coping skills that work the least: self hating, beating myself up, talking Safe places you can go: nowhere Iden...
by bonita_05
Wed Mar 09, 2005 1:06 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Coping with triggering comment from Mom....
Replies: 9
Views: 311

yay :)

Mandy~~

I'm sorry that your mom has said all of these awful things to you. it's ridiculous that she thinks that she should tell you to hide your feelings. I'm really proud of you for not hiding your feelings and starting to deal with them. congrats on the days SI free
by bonita_05
Wed Mar 09, 2005 1:02 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Bitch Fest / Things Left Unsaid II *LA*
Replies: 421
Views: 22503

thingie i want some1 to say :(

please don't harm yourself, i love you so much and care about you so much that i don't want for you to do this to yourself anymore. it breaks my heart every time you do this... please don't...

:cry:
by bonita_05
Wed Mar 09, 2005 1:01 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Place to cry
Replies: 2185
Views: 124877

cries

thanx for the crying place...just need to be able to cry now :(
by bonita_05
Wed Mar 09, 2005 12:41 am
Forum: coping
Topic: self hating and triggered
Replies: 2
Views: 78

self hating and triggered

I'm just feeling so down right now. I have absolutely no reason to be feeling this way though. I have no idea why i feel this way. I don't even really wanna si. i'm just feeling really dissociated and numb. I wish there was some way to bring myself back to reality. I'm so fucked up. I'm a piece of s...
by bonita_05
Tue Mar 08, 2005 5:40 am
Forum: before and after
Topic: AFTER post--I did it again....*SP abuse, NO DETAILS*
Replies: 3
Views: 136

*huggles*

Jolie~~ Hey sweetie... I'm sorry to hear that you slipped again, but look at the days that you didn't do it and be proud, because for you that's a big accomplishment! *hands u a pink star* :pinkstar: I hope things get better!! I'm online if u ever need to talk, just send me an offline and i'll reply...
by bonita_05
Tue Mar 08, 2005 5:38 am
Forum: before and after
Topic: before...
Replies: 1
Views: 89

before...

this is my 1st post on this board :) just feeling frustrated i guess. for no apparent reason i just want to take my razor and slice up my arms. there's nothing that has really triggered me today, and i really have no reason to feel this way... it's rather irritating. *growls* just thought i would po...
by bonita_05
Thu Mar 03, 2005 2:57 am
Forum: coping
Topic: When You Feel You Cant Go On
Replies: 31
Views: 2342

wow

this is truely beautiful... i dont' know whether you wrote this or not, but if you did i'im truely amazed... it's amazing... WOW... thanx for making me think

Love,
Ellen
by bonita_05
Thu Mar 03, 2005 2:51 am
Forum: coping
Topic: kharre's questions coping thread **si, su, others
Replies: 62
Views: 6930

question thingie

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? i'm so depressed and low, feeling very lonely and alone. Have I been here before? What did I do to deal with it? How did I feel then? yes. i ate. i felt fat What I have done to ease this discomfort so far? What else can I do th...
by bonita_05
Thu Mar 03, 2005 2:40 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Place to cry
Replies: 2185
Views: 124877

*crys*

i can't cry in real life so i'll just post little crying emoticons... cried too much last night, and still feel the need to cry :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad::bsad::bsad::bsad::bsad::bsad::bsad::bsad::bsad::bsad::bsad::bsad: :magheart: :magheart: :maghea...