bus

i'm not okay anymore. i never was okay.

I still love you, I can't help it. I'm sorry.

i am...
~Me
~Loved

i am not...
~ Alone
~Unworthy

i feel...
~Loved
~Tired
~Agitated
~Upset

i want...
~My mum

i need...
~A hug
~ To be told everything's going to be ok

i have...
~ A beautiful girl who I love to pieces

i love...
~ R
~My Friends

i hate...
~ Me

Go away

I am... ~ Tired ~ Triggered ~ Alone ~ Upset ~ Hurting I am not... ~ Beautiful ~ Coping ~ Special I feel... ~ Upset ~ Shaky ~ Alone I want... ~ To be happy ~ To be loved I need... ~ To feel loved ~ To feel as though I'm not invisible I have... ~ Made somebody happy I love... ~ A certain person who I ...

I love you but you can never begin to know how much this is killing me on the inside.

You are my everything and I mean nothing to you. I'm just somebody you 'talk to over the internet' and you know what it hurts, so much.

Leave me alone.

You don't know what it's fucking like, sending me that shit pushed me over the fucking edge. I hate it, I can't get those images out of my head now thanks to you. I fucking hate you.

Get out of my face. Leave me alone.

I wish I wasn't here anymore

Help. It's so hard. Help.

Leave me alone.

Fuck You.