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I've been in the mindset that my cuts and my burns and my scars should stay hidden for as long as I've been doing this. But now that my family knows, now that I may actually have to face it and get professional help I have to wonder...Why am I still hiding? Is it fair that we should wear long sleeve...

Sometimes I think I do, but in all honesty, I do not want to stop hurting myself. Self-injury is my life, I love my razor, and love is a strong word. Why would I want to give that up? I look forward to the night time when I can curl up in bed and wreak havoc on my body. How can I make myself want to...

Hey, that's awesome!
Hm...I know I'm getting better because last night I laughed so hard I almost cried at a really stupid joke on tv.

What's going on? Any idea why you're feeling like this? :-/ Will you be okay?

*hugs* I'm sorry, anything I can do to help? It's okay if you need to cry you know, I don't like crying but sometimes I break down and just have to. If you need to talk, we're all here for you.