bus

thanks a mill x

was wondering if i could have my name changed to neassa please...?

am quite paranoid bout irl friends finding who i am...

x

:star: my boyfriends little nephews dancing to the scissor sisters nd evan [2] barelling into me to give me a big hug :star: chocolate :star: my dad telling me i look nice out of nowhere :star: seeing my friend that i love v much for the first time in ages :star: falling asleep beside my boyfriend

i wish i was strong
i wish i wasnt so dependant on others [ especially brian ]
i wish i could cope at home

frustrated
lonely
upset
annoyed
tired
tearful
worthless
stupid

im new too ....

Questions to Answer After A Slip slips are chances to learn. you figure out what stresses are still too hard for you and you can work on how you'll deal with them next time you run into them. so instead of beating yourself up, take action. have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, go do t...

on my 14th birthday i had an argument with my parents. i digged my nails into my palms until they nearly bled. then i cut my wrists. i kept it secret for a little over a month. then my parents found out. there was a lot of tears, a lot of anger, they were going to send me to someone. but i said no. ...

happy
excited
frustrated
sad
annoyed
nervous
ecstatic

buying summer clothes without trying them on then coming home to find every single thing fits perfect, even those size ten jeans u never thought would fit :) my cleaner telling my mam im beautiful :) a friend actually caring about me enough to send me a letter or a text :) my best friend and her mam...

SU

:star: my iPod because i cant live without music :star: laptop because i have tonnes of online friends and to go on BUS :star: my two diaries (one for good things one for bad things) that the lovely mogget gave me :star: katie my best friend :star: a random trashy teen book to help take my mind off ...

i am... ugly alone broken fat single i am not... happy thin pretty cheerful i feel... lonely tired depressed sad hurt i want... to be thin to be happy a boyfriend (rory) a friend that actually listens and cares i need... to cry rory to stop lying to S to stop lying to myself i have... long brown hai...

why cant he want me? why does he want her? why her? why my friend?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
I FUCKING HATE YOU WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS!!!!?????!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:lgrnstar: dancing :lgrnstar: being told i was great as rizzo in grease :) :lgrnstar: getting a letter or a text from a friend :lgrnstar: your brother writing you a song :lgrnstar: geting an A in my maths exam :lgrnstar: the guy of your dreams telling you he likes you too :lgrnstar: sleeping till 12...

no order:

1. email a friend
2. this site
3. ring a friend
4. have a bath
5. give myself a makeover
6. write poetry
7. do a drawing
8. write in my diary
9. go out with my friends
10. read a book

why dont you want me? i love you.

rory: i love you
mam: i know how much im hurting you and im sorry
katie: i love you and i need you as my friend
dad: im sorry

tired
sad
scared