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I try for my sweet precious niece.....because she appreciates everything that I do for her....cards, notes, surprises, and presents....she never says I don't like that, she always says Thank you for...and I really loved that,...and of course, I love you! I try out of guilt...that suicide would hurt ...

Name: KB Are you currently trying to stop or reduce SI: Stopped officially in 4/07 If so what is your motivation: to be healthy Favorite coping skills: friends Coping skills that work the least: mindfulness Safe places you can go: friend's house Identify stressors (be specific as poss): work, family...

I've read this post a few times. And what strikes me as weird...as much as I read the misery and sometimes remember how messed up my body might be after a OD.... it doesn't stop me from trying to find the perfect combination- the one I won't wake up from. I have two adorable nieces whom I love to pi...

Thanks....

KB

I can't see people's signatures anymore... could someone fix this??

Thanks

KB

I voted no because it's your choice, your comfort level. I've rarely hid my scars/cuts... but then I cut my leg and thigh so it's less noticeable. Most of the important people in my life know that I cut so it's not an issue with me.

KB

Last time I wanted to SI, I didn't because I was currently in a psychiatric hospital- and didn't want to give the ammunition to keep me in there longer.......

I know poor reason.

Another one too.... I chose not SI when I got out because I didn't want a couple of professors to find out.

because I'd given my friend the "razor" for safekeeping and she wouldn't give it back because she thought I should think about cutting for a few days before actually doing it.

too tired, not a good enough reason, and also didn't wanted to ruin my almost two years of being SI free... very long time... so is laziness an option?