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i am... - alone - useless - isolated. i am not... - needed - happy - "whole." i feel... - tired - unwanted - frustrated - lonely. i want... - to be needed by someone - to be a part of society - to be happy with myself. i need... - someone to confide in - to realise that this is reality and this is ...

I'm still here. I haven't done anything I'll regret later but I feel like I'm breaking. I called the crisis hotline yesterday and talked to them for a bit. I just cried and cried and it made me feel a little bit better, but nothing has really changed. Today I felt generally okay until a few hours ag...

Before You Self-Harm how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? I think the situation might get worse. I haven't cut in almost 2.5 years and I don't want to hurt myself. I don't want to start this crap all over again. But some part of me just wants to destroy myself. what will hurt...

I feel like I'm just one lump of ugliness. Looking at myself repulses me.